itsalwaesboredwhenimbored

2009-09-16T12:59:00.000-07:00

im the type of guy who does not let my feelings out when i feel like i do not want to. ive been keeping thigs to myself, make mistakes and keep it,love things and keep it, ive never let anyone know what im really feeling. maybe, i myself do not know who i am and what should i do. things that ive regreted will still play in my mind. things that ive keep will never get away.
my heart now fills with much regets and emotions. i do not know how to unleash it all. im a fool, to myslef.
i have never question this love. i have never doubt you. i always let things go your way, and even things get bad, i will still get back to you with one thing on my mind, i love you. that is all that matter even though people say things about me and you. im selfish. yes, i am. ive always let it go.

but,with just one question, ive got violated with vulgars and non understanding part of you. i agree with what you say. yes iam am stupid, immature, retard, fuck. do you even know me? 16 months is long but yet too short for us to get to know each other. ive never questioned you about things you've done. if you're happy with it, then so be it. its good to know that. but,melodies of noises keep playing in my head. what the hell am i going to do? i've regretted so many things, but this love, im never gonna reget it. people alwyas say, do not give up, and i never did.

i have always kept quiet when it comes to talking. maybe, that is who i am.

this is fucking fucked up. what am i supposed to do?
ive hurt you with one question, which ive never wanted to ask you. because, i do not want to end this relationship. i have always trusted you.
i have humiliated you and questioned you with that one question.
you know, im sorry for that. i really am.

I DO NOT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE.
i need a breather. i wanna drink. give it to me.
im lost with so many question and no direction. ive said enough here. i could go on and on about this. i guess, ill keep it to myself, again.

guys, you think u know what love is? question your self and ask it again, what the hell is love.and when u get an answer, tell me.
do not tell me this fuck, that love is trust, love is time and that love need not be questioned. that is all bullshit.

im all out.

ive love you,and i still do..

2009-08-10T05:07:00.000-07:00

im gonna do what i dont do best.
ill hide my emotions and pretend.
pretend nothing happen.

you, takecare.
live your own life how you want it to be.
and, ill be on my way.

this days of my life,
god, i cant ask for any better.
hey baby love,
thanks for everything.
i love you,
sweetheart.

the nights..

signing off.

(memories?)

2009-07-28T01:52:00.000-07:00

here again.
all we need to do is to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us.

its just too much,too much.
where will this lead me to?
gonna held up my head and see the sky.
just keep falling and the answer to that was?
behold,the almighty heart.

signing off.

LOVE? hold on

2009-06-21T18:04:00.000-07:00

maybe i fag alittle too much.
one pack,4-5hours?
thats good right?

takecare.

2009-06-21T10:02:00.000-07:00

time?
get it off.
its the end of the unhold chapter.
time show that.and its gonna be pen down now.
by all means, get a grip..
cause, when you know it, you've already fallen
and waiting for the pain to come,
and let it go.

TIME.
what is it?

goodbye.

2009-05-18T23:36:00.000-07:00

its been awhile..but that aside.

is it what i did that make a wall in this journey? really,its really unexpected how you change that fast. you said you love me for who i am. and now you changed. maybe its me. and no, im not blaming anyone because it is all my fault. mine. for being an insensitive person, for not being able to understand you and yah, its all mine. i know. that dosent mean we have to change to the way we work things out. maybe, im not the one who is tired, i can still run and break that wall. each tear that i drip from this dry eyes of mine have the voice of you, the pictures of you and the memories of the past 1year. it all seems to be going well. i dont know, am i the one?
im in trouble, cause i love you.

I can clearly see you standing there,
reading my words of love.
This war and distance is hard.
My eyes are always open,
but in darkness alone I lie
and always wondering why.
when a man looks into your eyes and smiles
it means hes laughing inside at himself.
when a man holds your hand,
it means hes let go of everything else in life.
when a man holds you close,
it means hes hurting inside.
when a man doesnt talk over you,
it means he loves your voice.
when a man says your name,
It means hes forgotten his own.
when a man is shy around you,
he wants to say your beautiful.
but most of all
when a man says he cares you,
it means he needs nothing in life, but you.

am i, a man?..

this aint a fairytale
LOVE?

2009-03-16T10:42:00.000-07:00

its been awhile.
=)

im just home from this work of mine.
currently tired and thinking of my sweetheart.
things starting to settle down,and i love the way
it is right now.
=)

we are always searching in life for that special thing.that thing that will make us fly without wings. when i close my eyes every single night,all that i will see is that beautiful sight. that thing that i want to touch and hold.that thing which is better then silver and gold.this thing shares my hope and dreams and help me understand how love should be.it will stand by my side. there's nothing in this world i would rather feel,than to be in love with that real deal.

baby,i love you.

PS- the end is always a new begining.

2009-03-02T08:27:00.001-08:00

sweetheart...

2009-02-08T09:46:00.000-08:00

where did that wish that i made go to?
breathing with tension
watching with passion
gripping with caution..

im all out of my mind about you.

PS:be right here with me will you?

2009-02-01T09:51:00.000-08:00

hey baby,how much do i miss you,i just cant text it..its too long for me to describe.
i wouldnt know if what im gonna type will show how much i miss you.
but,ill give it a try okay?
it goes like this...

this desire to have your heart,
my love
the pleasure of your kiss
yours,
and hips that tease
the uneasiness and torment of wait
as me heart misses you tonight
the fragrance of flowers, hmm, tulips?
white,
the scent of you anf my heart leaps
the joy in your smile anf eyes
thrills,
beautiful still and soft cries
the chills that contest to stress
running down my spine to caress
the chilling taste they give
that for only you i live
the beauty of you is amazing
i deserve you not for having
i desire you my lovely one,
i do
so blame not on words for they too
are true,
as my love is too
and,
breath your sweet essence upon me
your breath is warm and cool and sweet all at once
and its calming me,
like ive never felt before
and its soothing me,
like ive never known before
and i am in love...
and i am in love...
with you
whisper in my ear,
oh those beautiful words again
feel your lips caress my skin
your tongue dancing across my lips
and i am in heaven
and ive never been happier than to be in your arms
than to say your name
than to have my name rest on your lips
floating on a whisper...
making its way home to my ear
and i am in love...
and I am in love...
with you

apart from that baby,
i miss you.
good night my little beauty.

2009-01-29T05:05:00.000-08:00

im down.
with bit of fever.

imma get well soon..
i hope so.

PS:i love you...

sigh.

2009-01-28T18:56:00.001-08:00

this and that..
im completely useless..
i cant even budge this small head of mine to think of anything..
sigh..

but how do i miss thee?
let me count the ways...

i miss the way you made me mad
i miss the way you made me glad
i miss the way you made me smile
and loving me all the while.

i miss the way you used to care
i miss the way you were so fair
i miss the way we used to chat
about this and about that.

baby..come to me?..
i miss you..

covered by love,
am i?

2009-01-26T18:07:00.000-08:00

its 27th jan..
you will be back today,right?
you said,"i'll be back in your arms soon"..
sweetheart,make it fast.
cause i miss you.

PS: I ATE ALOT....

2009-01-24T21:59:00.000-08:00

January 25th.
happy 9monthsary sweetheart.
the past few days,or should i say weeks,ive been spending my time with you.
and only you.
takecare when you are out there kay?
i miss you so much...
dah..

today is the day we show our love
the day that love is no longer one thing
to us to be together for all our days
that we shall live...
no matter what i will never forget your soul, your face, your laugh, and all your reasons you have to love me...
i dont know wether to give up just yet
because this is love and it has just begun
and to know love is like magic but magic can sometimes be illusions...
but i dont want love to be like magic
what if we could make love our own?
and nothing could stop us?
i cant really explain this one love because its this only one that i will always share with you and no one else...
forever and ever till our long days are over... thats why i always say...

by William Shakespeare
Those lips that Love's own hand did make
Breathed forth the sound that said "I hate"
To me that languished for her sake;
But when she saw my woeful state,
Straight in her heart did mercy come,
Chiding that tongue that ever sweet,
Was used in giving gentle doom,
And taught it thus anew to greet:
"I hate" she altered with an end,
That followed it as gentle day,
Doth follow night, who like a fiend
From heaven to hell - is flown away.
"I hate" from hate away she threw,
And saved my life, saying "not you."

to me i hold my trust to you i hold your words.
i love you.

2008-12-30T05:49:00.000-08:00

this and that.

CI life.it was a little different then what i thought it would be.
3x as hard as a cadet.but,its what i wanna be right? so,i don't mind.
hah.training was hard.but,its all for the sake of the unit guys.
talking about unit is not my thing,ill just zip off and lay low. =)

job life.gonna go for the hotel training soon.
hope i can make it though.
"you have to juggle"
haha.something that i worry...
but then,im fine. =)

MY LIFE!
my dream girl..
actually,i don't have one..
i didn't even think about having one.

after the first touch,
the first vision ever that appeared,
it felt as if..
as if,i had a reason.
a reason to make a dream into reality.

sweetness of love,everything felt as if it was heaven with you around.
as if,im in the world of fantasy..

the lovers say nothing.
love is the finest of the silences,
the one that trembles most and is hardest to bear.
the lovers are looking for something.
the lovers are the ones who abandon,
the ones who change,
who forget.
their hearts tell them that they will never find.
they don't find, they are looking.

bleah~

TO ADEL AND CO.
im so so so sorry i cannot make it for today's ice skating uh.
really sorry.you changed the date because of me,and yet,i cant turn up.
ass right?..sorry bunny.. next time okay??

wooohoooo TO MY LIFE!
=)

...
ouh yah!
MRS CHAN SAID OsRESULT WILL BE COMING OUT ON THE 15th JAN!!
15TH JAN...GOD...
...

takecares till then.

2008-12-20T08:06:00.000-08:00

after days of hardship..
it all went by with just a snap.
congratulations to all CIT becoming a CI.
-YAN RU,JIA MIN
-ALPHA
-ADMIN

haha.a job and course well done. =)
its been fun for these few 20 days..
ouh yeah,KEVIN! BATON seh!!!
hahaha.
perhaps,we have all matured.
body and mind.
investiture was a memorable one.
yan ru and jia min speech both touches ALPHA's heart.
and yeah,some did cry.
all together, everything run smoothly for today.
NPCC!

pictures soon..
i hope.
hah.

thats about all,
for NPCC

CIBTC 75TH!!!

you leaving me soon..
2 more days.
takecare when you are gone okay?
i hope,ill survive.

dearest baby,
there is not a minute
that goes by without an image
of you bathed in pure light reflecting the beauty i see in you,
inside and out.
i think about you in every way.
i imagine you lying next to me.
the very thought puts me at ease
and makes me feel a level of comfort
that has since eluded me.
and when I realize that you are still gone,
i drop down once again
into that great chasm of sadness
only comforted by the fact we will be together someday.
someday...

PS: I miss the beat of your heart,an how it match mine.

2008-11-30T10:31:00.000-08:00

it goes...
am i being selfish?
do i understand anything?
is our relationship really gonna be destroyed?

sigh..
was expecting a perfect night talk..
then again.
"forgive me,for the things ive done wrong"
and,i never made it to be a game.
im sorry.

this night sucks.
be leaving for camp in 2 1/2 hr

please be well.

PS: SIGH..i cant make you feel better..if only you could help me find the answer.

-------------------------------------------------------------------
it end with a goodbye.

i love you lover.

2008-11-16T14:38:00.000-08:00

baby,u may not understand me..
but,you are my reason..
here,i wrote smth for you..

promise me,
tell me truthfully that youll stay,
lay with me till the end of my everyday
do tell me how beautiful you are,
so i pray that angles keep heaven's gate ajar,
its a miracle,that youll be with a geek with a thick spectacle,
unbearable to heaters wishing you be their magical fantasy,
so i keep telling my self to treat you like the first lady
thats what i promise me

promise me,
even matrix had one but if bullets came flying,
ill stand in front of that gun,
wont dodge bullets like neo,came running to your side like rambo,
ne-yo wished he had you to write for though,
if im a jumper,ill be there,be an hour earlier just to be fair,
but now im feeling sick,nose too watery,
so at nightfall,you have to hold me,
that you have to promise me.

promise me
after reading this,you wont miss me
ypu wont cry even if reminisce me calling you baby,you told me,
in two weeks time you be back home,phone me when you home alone,
give me the wettest kiss that im a shining chrome,
knowing hoe i mean to you as much as beggars getting smth new,
value is what economist chew,
coz theres no price to you princess,like there was any doubt
the size of you on my chest,
rest assure,youll always be my baby,
coz thats what fate promises me..

baby,ilove you

NAFI!!

2008-11-12T15:37:00.000-08:00

morning!
nothing much to start with.
well,ALL THE BEST for those taking BIO today.
LAST PAPER!.see you guys later at the chalet.

find job yesterday was tiring.
first up,north point.
up next,plaza sing.
then,grand Cathay.

few job vacancies but,i hope i get those calls soon.

as for today,was hoping to go for the chalet.
but,i cant stay overnight..
bleah~

baby,im sorry.

NAFI!!

2008-11-10T08:53:00.000-08:00

i've been trying to sleep since just now but i failed to.
having stomach cramps just an hour ago.
and i've been in the toilet vomiting.
thrice already.
my throat feels a little bit sore.
sucks man...
gahh!
i really wanna sleep.!
ish...

baby,goodnight.
i love you.

NAFI!!

2008-11-09T18:58:00.000-08:00

it raining in the morning.
...

if what you think is the best,then,i'll just follow your sayings.
i'm not like all the "good person" i used to be?
if you think that way,i'm alright with it.
me being silence means i'm out of words,out of words to say to you.
you saying all those stuffs like i'm dead?

your voice seems to be drifting,further..
this time,i must say,bye?
god knows...

movie with Qal yesterday was alright.
except for the woman..
"why got fire in the end?"
hah..

for today,i'm going for a check-up and to the bank then to the specs shop.
and,gonna study for tomorrow's MCQ science paper.
so,all the best people.this is the last paper!
=)

for people taking their A levels,all the best to you guys!

till then,take care.

NAFI!!

2008-11-08T03:54:00.000-08:00

7th November 2008 Friday
went to picnic!!
haha,was damn funny larh..FLIES~
the weather was kinda hot and we didnt finish our food.
some strangers.. "thank you for your cooperation"
haha.a fisherman..

then head down to OCH.
did some adventure.
woooooo~ spooky!
HAHA..WELL,to me it was fun larh..
didnt find anything interesting.

thats that..

TODAY!

head down to baby's home.
dont know for some reason,i kept sleeping?
=.=
haha.

PS-hey lover,takecare of your back!.

NAFI!!

2008-11-06T05:56:00.000-08:00

=P
HELLO!!!!

*WELCOME BACK*

well,ALOT papers down,and 1 MORE to go..
these few days..
ill cherish them.
awesome and wonderful time with baby.
haha.

some where during our conversation..
"I'm myself when I'm with you"

i love you my dearest.

6mnths gone with a blink of an eye.that was fast.
exams almost over..and our relationship getting better.
well,its wonderful!
haha.
with great friends around me.
and yeah...having fun SOON!
and gonna find job to fill up my time for waiting the
O levels result.
so,thats it?

haha.here's something.

time is of the essence
whenever you are near
hearts are joined in happiness
with love we feel sincere

dancing on an ocean
or floating in the air
experience we treasure
in our endless love affair

you are always with me
within your heart I stay
vowed to love each other
we capture every day

so stay with me my darling
until the sun is gone
within the dawn a certainty
our love will carry on.

with love..

NAFI!

2008-08-31T13:52:00.000-07:00

i'm missing you my baby.

i shall update my blog about past 4 days.
so,here i go.

THURSDAY. 28/8/2008
yeah,went to CHEWY JUNIOR.
accompany HIDAYAH but doughnut there.
well,these are the people who came,
HARYANI,MUHAMMAD,QAL,DAYAH,BANA(MY SWEETS) AND ME.
headed there and walk walk walk..
wait a sec,*WHERE ARE WE HEADING TO?*

FRIDAY. 29/8/2008
teacher's day was quite alright.
hahas.nothing serious happen.so,yeah.
we did our best,and we had fun.
OUR LAST PERFORMANCE..*said boon*
yeah,the teachers who performed are all great.
hahaha.damn funny..
*SIAO AH?*
then,rest at home...
....

SATURDAY. 30/8/2008
as usual..
MENDAKI..
then headed back to home,
get prepared and,off to SWEETS home.
i had FUN!
haha.
wanna 5-10 again???
=X
her friends came over sometime in the evening?
yeah,they prepared while i shut my eyes and sleep.
little by little,i try to peep..
and there was her,
so beautiful..
O.O
yeah,they were preparing to go somewhere..
*DANCE..DANCE..DANCE*
=D
then again,we had to part..
i'm missing you...
had my way home and rest..

SUNDAY. 31/8/2008
got ready and went off to meet classmates.
around 2.30pm..at YISHUN MRT.
then,we headed to WOODLANS causeway point.
met up with MR LATIF.(does his name have 2 Fs?)
>.<
haha.had our lunch and pizzahut.
was quite full lah..
and,we had fun.
=P

then,
headed down to AMK HUB.
bought tickets to 4bia.
and went to SWEETS place.
there,laying peacefully,
THE ORPHANAGE.haha.playing with hair and some,
SLEEPING..*5 MINUTES PLEASE*
HAHA.
went off around 6++
send SWEETS friends to bustops and the interchange.
and it is our time alone..
went to the movie.
and walk SWEETS home.
pretty scary huh?
haha.*don't act macho.u scared right?*
hahahas.am i? =X

we had a little time.
hey baby,i love you.

well,i'm MISSING you.
______________________________________________________________________
For you are the one
who makes me whole
you've captured my heart
and touched my soul.
for you are the one
that stepped out of my dreams
gave me new hope
showed me what love means.
for you alone
are my reason to live
for the compassion you show
and the care that you give.
you came into my life
and made me complete
each time I see you
my heart skips a beat.
for you define beauty
in both body and mind
your soft, gentle face
more beauty ill never find.
for you are the one

i can feel your presence surrounding me..holding me..loving me..
and i know deep in my heart our love was meant to be..
you are my flame.

and yeah,1 month..SELAMAT BERPUASA.
which means,happy fasting.

PS:the last minutes and seconds.i love you.

BORED XD

2008-08-12T09:14:00.000-07:00

hey..

turn around,
turn around and fix your eye in my direction
so there is a connection
i can't speak,
i can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
im staring at perfection
take a look at me so you can see
how beautiful u are.
you call me a stranger,
you say im a danger
but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
im broke and abandoned
you are an angle
making all my dreams come true tonight
im confident,
but i can't pretend i wasn't terrified to meet you
i knew you could see right through me
i saw my life flash right before my very eyes
and i knew what we'd turn into
i was hoping that you could be,
take a look at me so you can see.
your beauty seems so far away,
i'd have to write a thousand songs
to make you comprehend how beautiful you are
i know i can't make you stay,
but i would give my final breathe
to make you understand how beautiful you are
-you call me a stranger....

12 august,
11.55pm..
where it all ends.
being troubled,is just another distraction.
a distraction i must face.
to have a wish,
just to hear this from you,
that you love me still..
words ive said,things ive done,
thoughts ive gave,times ive ended,
....now and forever.

you are once a dream that came true.
an illusion that turned into reality
but suddenly,things turned differently
the way they used to be,
until such time,
i have no choice...
you are the reason for this sleepless night.
cause you keep staying on my mind
i can't help myself from crying
cause im missing you so much...
all the pain and sadness are bound inside my heart
all the memories are still preserve in my mind
i miss you so much
cause i can't hide the fact that im still in love with you

suppose..

too broken to say.
what happen?
...it ended,that happened...
but then again,its mine..

hey girl,
you are free from my misery
my agonizing pain was the unpredictable cost
for trying to find love that is now truly lost
sweet dreams and thoughts i will have no more
for my beating heart now lies sore
thoughts of true love were once so close
but now comes the loneliness that ive missed the most
once the presence that lit up my day
now the reason for my hearts decay
the pain was caused by silent words unspoken
so now in pure darkness my heart lies broken
LOVE.

some reason,
why i broke down.
some reason...

im a stranger..
something that matter.

FORGIVE ME.
someone,not perfect.
someone,couldnt understand.
someone,just...

Girl,you are a breathe taking sweetest heart.
hey,
PS-i love you with this half heart.

take me with you.

its ended.

DEAD XD

2008-08-02T06:48:00.000-07:00

well,
here's something.

love can touch us once
and last for a lifetime
and never let go till we're gone
if you really mean forever,
then say you will try
never say forever,
cause forever makes me cry
never say hello
when u really mean goodbye
never say you are to
when you never even plan

you are not going anywhere.
cause this is where u will be.
this,
is within me.
my heart.
i promise i can be..
just who ever.
for me to be loved,
and for you to love me.

if you get wet,
you will get sick,
so let me be your shelter.
come to my heart and stay there forever.

don't hate me now.
this last dance,
lets bow.

this cannot be describe,
how im feeling?
something so smoothing.

take a look at me,
you tell me im a stranger,
but how it can be,
im your lover.

a twist in my story.
tell me it is not a lie.

tonight,im dreaming.

*.*

and well,
TO SERENA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEAH.
SWEET 16!

hahas.

something i cherished.
never go.
this i plead.

*tada*

so emo..
lols
what to do rite?

ouh yea,
BESTIE.,
go out with parents je!
yea,u ask me tell u,
that,u've eaten alrdy.!
=X
hahahahas.
takecares tau!
hahas.
misses.
*.*

seriously,
this is world.

BORED XD

2008-07-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

hey.
gonna say bit only.
well,hun,i love you soo much!

"Breathing seems harder to do ever since
we parted last saturday..i tought to myself
why and then i realised,you're essential to
me like air..and until i see you again,
I'LL BE MISSING YOU.."

thanks for this message hun.
well,i miss you sangat sangat.
=X

LOVE YOU.

im being loved,
thats what i wouldnt want to end.

TAKECARE TILL THEN.

o.o

BORED XD

2008-07-13T11:38:00.000-07:00

sigh..

Just a Little Longer
by Maria Byrne

Desolation,
Wide open space,
Between the trees and me,
Emptiness and me,
Confusion and decisions,
Feelings hard to define,
And I say to myself,
Just a little longer,

Coldness seeps
Its way in,
I am falling deeper,
Into what I fear most,
As I reach out,
There is nothing there,
As possible there was something once,
Only to be gone,
And I say to myself,
Just a little longer,

The sun drops,
The last inch of light falls,
The squirrels more likely to be huddled up,
But not me,
Something I never possessed,
And I say to myself,
Just a little longer,

Then the sun has gone,
Darkness spreads its wings over me,
I see nothing so no one sees me,
Feeling of bitterness only,
And I say to myself,
Just a little longer,

An Owl peers down,
With question in her eyes,
She doesn't have a hope,
In helping me,
As she doesn't see my pain,
Spreads her wings,
Passes me by,
And I say to myself,
Just a little longer,

The soft earth,
Seems the only thing holding me up,
Even then I could slip,
And wondering takes me,
To why and how I got here,
Without even knowing it,
Yet no one notices,
As they didn't see before,
So I say to myself,
Just a little longer,

Shimmering in the darkness,
I see two moons,
Reflecting off a stream of thoughts,
Ongoing forever more,
Along a rocky road,
Slowly giving in to finding a way out,
I take the plunge under the river,
Then the wind carries a whisper,
Gently on a breeze,
'Just a little longer.'

hais.
torn apart.

im in need of someone now.
hais.
perish....
im all mine....

FREEZE TIME!
FREEZE...
PLEASE...

2008-07-13T11:19:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY..11th july 2008..
had finals.
shooting competition.was kind of a nervous start.
well,i was soo nervous,that i went to the toilet
4 times?
hahas.
but then again,i did try my best.
infact,all of us did?
congrats to all shooters.
and Jolene AKA chuiling,congrats on getting 4th.
well,NVSS guys team got 4th.we did get a throphy each.
smth to be proud of i guess?

haha.
well,head back home then..

SATURDAY..12th july 2008..
went off to library,send brother's book.
then head off to ang mo kio to meet sweets.
haha.we headed to tampines to watch HANCOCK.
damn was the que long at GV.sweets headed to SB
to check the que.
sorry to let you go.hehe.
well,there wasn't any que.so,we had our movie at SB.

then,headed to khatib.to sweets favourite place.
perfect night.perfect place.
but,PERFECT PEOPLE.. =.=
well,then again,it was a night that i would never
forget.i just don't want it to end...
well,hun,my weakness,is our secret!
hahas.
hey, I LOVE YOU.

dance of the stars in the night.
that,fills my mind with you in my arms.

SUNDAY.. 13th july 2008..
well,
was at home all day today.god was it BORING!
well,got the time to study physics till chapter 19.
well,gonna finish you up physics tmr!
=P

soo many "well," uh?
well,i don't even know why myself..
awkward...
haha.

till then takecares

BORED XD

2008-07-10T05:49:00.000-07:00

=P

hey.well,days were quite tiring..
then again,Os is just soo near..
but,seriously? i am not ready for this kind
of mind challenges..
=.=
hah,thats abt all that i did at sch?
study,break,study,break,study...
SDSP was alright.
QAL was joking about MR QUACK!?
if that even how his name is supposed to be.
and,singing korean song..hmm,second thoughts.
will i make it? as in,my VOICE ofcourse..
well,SERENA,ill try my best to sing to the very
low voice i could. =X
hahas.

and guys!
im SORRY if i acted kind of weird today.
mood swing i guess?
hahas.
sorry to trouble u guys.
thats about it.

and to DAYAH/BESTIE!
big big eyes! wear specs alrights.if your eyes
are in pain,don't use lense yah? go school
eyes red colour... =.=
she vamipre eh? hahas.
kk,lame...

and,dearest you.
SAYANG,
sejak mula perkenalan kita,
kita saling bertukar cerita,
tetapi,
tanpa kita sedari,
kita telah saling jatuh cinta.

i swear its true.
impossible.hold your breath,close your eyes.
feel me.

back to POA.
having 'ORAL' test.
got to study.
and maybe,
JUST MAYBE!
physics.

till then,
TAKECARES.

BORED XD

2008-07-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

Hey!

here just to post a poem..
for BESTIE!.i owe her one.soo yeah.
here it goes.
=)

im sorry if what i said sometimes i didn't carry it out.
like now,im typing.because i wrote this poem late.
so,im sorry!.

my head,
when it gets blur,
with the toughts of you,
with the image of you,
you just came into my vision,
and clear the blur-ness away.
it all became clear now.
all thanks to you.

sometimes i wonder,
is it the beginning?
or,
is it the end?
and,when u came,
i knew..
you..
will never end.
not in my head,
neither in my heart.
cus,
you,just won't withered away.

you secure me.
with your care,
with your laughter,
with your talks,
and just with you alone.

you have forever friend in your life.
and that forever?
well,it won't ever end.

when i cry.
i hope to cry in the rain.
when u can't see my tears.
but when you cry?
even if in the rain,
i will know,and,
ill stop your tears.
even if it dosen't,
i'll do my very best,
to comfort you.
and make you forget that it ever happens..
well,
even if it dosen't,
atleast,
you know i care.
and that,you will smile.

everytime that you said,
'forget me'
haha,
only you will know how i will react.
and what i will do.

well,it may be what i think.
but then again.
this is for you.
=P

sometimes im sad and sometimes im happy.
but im glad,
you are always there...

BESITE!!
*PUTRIKU*
=P

CURRENTLY..
hun,
im waiting for your text!!
=(

TILLTHEN,TAKECARES!
LOVELOADS.
BORED XD

2008-07-01T04:01:00.000-07:00

YAY!.
THREE CHEERS.
HIP HIP
HOORAY!
HIP HIP
HOORAY!
HIP HIP
HOORAY!
*im back!*

hello!
=P
well,been long since i've last updated my blog uh?
haha..
well,internet was expired.
after regain the internet,i was lazy to update.
so,yeah.

sorry if i've not reply your tags!.
i will do it right away!.
haha.
anws,a little bit abt today yeah?
actually,school was just a normal one.
i was late for school anyway.
but,wasn't marked as late.
=)
anyway,
to that extra person.
please,don't try to bother us.
if u don't like it,then say lah.
instead of saying things.
idiot...
and ofcus,its a teacher.
don't even think he is one..
a flirter maybe? go SHAVE larh...
=.=
care soo much for what? got cause u any injuries ah?

had SDSP just now.was at the canteen..
kind of pack.with the whole secondary 4 express,
and some secondary 4 acad if i'm not wrong.
also with the secondary 5 students..
wasn't soo bad.
had geography.did 2 questions..and went home around 5pm.
before that had geography triple S.
such a bore..

thats that.
there is just to many to tell about.
so,i won't say anything about what happen for the past
few days yah.
=)

some vids.
we played SNAP after we did out assignments.
cus MDM TAY wasn't at class.

that's about it.
TILL THEN,
TAKECARES!

2008-05-21T04:18:00.000-07:00

well well well..
let's see.
today was alright.
POA was..kinda fun?
i don't know why,but yeah.
and so,Malay start.
FIVE LONG PERIOD!
a stoning period for me.
:0
but then again,next MONDAY,
is MY O'LEVEL mother tongue.
i just hope it paid off being in class for so long.

school end around 2?
headed home and went for my JAP
well,no feeling though.
but the thing she asked me to swallow taste stupid..
=.=

went home after that.
so.
yeah.
thats how my day went.

that aside,
i'm missing you sweetheart.
i don't want to dream of you anymore.
i want you for real.
>.<
................................................................
BESTIE!
*tada*
thanks eh..
for the worksheet.
=)
and....
BFF!LOVEYOULOADS.!
well BESTIE!
MISS ME!
XD

hmm...
till then,
TAKECARES!

BORED XD

2008-05-18T16:57:00.000-07:00

=P
well,yesterday was awesome?
haha.

met her in the train.
I WAS LATE =X
then,headed down to Marina Square.
we had our lunch,and started of our day there.
BOWLING,POOL AND OFF TO THE MOVIE(made of honour)
hmm,
started with bowling.
i remembered the last time i play that game.
was,with alex,srerna,adel and i don't know who.
haha.it was in sec 2?
but then,
i won the BOWLING match!
hahahas.
=P
then,headed off to pool as we only had 1 game of bowling?
haha,
well,she taught me how to play.
was fun though.
=P
but then,i sucks in it...
she won,3/5 games. =)
and.
went for the MOVIE!
THEATER packed with people.
the movie was quite funny.well it is funny.
and that it has a happy ending.soo,it is a must watch movie.
i guess?
=)
hmm.
here's one pic.
=)

BESTIE!
well,
i hope your sleepyday yesterday was alright?
=P
miss u yah.
hehe.this picture,i got from your blog. =X

LOVEYOULOADS.BFF!
=D

hey,“Blame it on a simple twist of fate.”
i just love you for who you are.
=P

TAKECARES!

BORED XD

2008-05-14T03:43:00.000-07:00

hey!
had days which BORES me to death.
MALAY MALAY MALAY MALAY MALAY...
well..
MYE papers are slowly given back to me..
ONE by ONE.
hah.
anws,
yesterday.
accompanied BESTIE.
well..walk around..
TO POPULAR!
HAH.
=)
okay.

i'm starting to stop counting the days in my blog. =)
so yeah..
and.
here's something for u.

Life in deserts was sandy,
Life in caves was lonely,
Life in ocean was salty,
Life in stars was resplendent,
Life in car was modern,
Life in mountains was exhilarating,
Life in Sun was brilliant,
Life in forests was mystical,
Life in shadows was enigmatic,
Life in battlefield was belligerent,
Life in pearls was exotic,
Life in office was monotonous,
Life in sky was breezy,
Life in submarine was voluptuous,
Life in trees was mischievous,
Life in roses was fragrant,
Life in grass was intoxicating,
Life in webs was silken,
Life in paradise was divine,
Life in temples was sacrosanct,
Life in gutter was abhorrent,
Life in dirt was deplorable,
Life in rain was seductive,
Life in beehives was vivacious,
Life in wine was sensuous,
Life in computers was brazen,
Life in nests was sequestering,
Life in statues was stationary,
Life in icebergs was freezing,
Life in anthills was irascible,
Life in lakes was placid,
Life in locks was invincible,
Life in photographs was still,
Life in gardens was pleasant,
Life in mousetrap was asphyxiating,
Life in fists was curled,
Life in prison was disdainful,
Life in whirlpool was spinning,
Life in theater was dramatic,
Life in art was enchanting,
Life in boats was undulating,
Life in diamonds was glittering,
Life in moon was milky,
Life in kitchen was appetizing,
Life in beauty was ravishing,
Life in titillation was enticing,
Life in fantasy was stupendous,
Life in motherslap was blissful,
Life in medicine was healing,
Life in corpse was standstill,
Life in lavatory was pathetic,
Life in seedlings was blossoming,
Life in horseback was gallivanting,
Life in snakeskin was slithering,
Life in oven was sizzling,
Life in greenery was sedative,
Life in rebellion was evoking,
Life in discrimination was appalling,
Life in benevolence was gratifying,
Life in humanity was God,
Life in cheese was tangy,
Life in achievement was exultating,
Life in ambition was propelling,
Life in eyelashes was flirtatious,
Life in palms was dependant,
Life in fashion was bombastic,
Life in recluse was esoteric,
Life in keyhole was inconspicuous,
Life in kites was exuberant,
Life in glass was reflecting,
Life in tea was rejuvenating,
Life in sheep was impeccable,
Life in rocks was jagged,
Life in chains was abominable,
Life in feathers was tickling,
Life in egotism was preposterous,
Life in dawn was brandnew,
Life in dewdrops was mesmerizing,
Life in intrigue was electrifying,
Life in eloquence was mystifying,
Life in clock was pragmatic,
Life in childhood was nostalgic,
Life in robots was mechanical,
Life in fabric was shielding,
Life in soul was stupefying,
Life in roots was entangling,
Life in chains was hedonistic,
Life in bareness was lascivious,
Life in haziness was romantic,
Life in knives was lethal,
Life in chili was piquant,
Life in swings was fascinating,
Life in lechery was insane,
Life in rhythm was celestial,
Life in pulse was frantic,
Life in lies was cowardice,
Life in superstitions was non-existent,
Life in revenge was pugnacious,
But life in the heart of your beloved
WAS
IS
AND
WILL ALWAYS BE LOVE
LOVE AND ONLY LOVE…

haha.
hmm.
BESTIE!
I'VE GOT ONE FOR U TO0!!
hey.
and i miss you.
MUCHloves!
hah

I cannot ease your aching heart,
Nor take your pain away,
But let me stay and take your hand
And walk with you today.

I'll listen when you need to talk,
I'll wipe away your tears,
I'll share your worries when they come,
I'll help you face your fears.

I'm here and I will stand by you,
Each hill you have to climb.
So take my hand, let's face the world
Live one day at a time.

You're not alone, for I'm still here...
I'll go that extra mile.
And when your grief is easier,
I'll help you learn to smile!

BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.BFF.

HMM..
OUH YEA,
got the marks for physics and chemistry.
hahas.
pass both.
also got back POA!
DARN IT.
WHEN WILL I EVER PASS IT?
:)
TOMORROW!
ENGLISH.
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

yah okays.
till then,
TAKECARES!
LOVEYALOADS.

PS:MAYBE LOVE IS LOVE.AND LOVE IS LOVE.

BORED XD

2008-05-12T06:43:00.000-07:00

today was the 7th day of my counting.
BLAHS~
still too far away.
time!
move faster please!!!

You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love
the running across fields
into your lover's arms
can only come later
when you're sure
they won't laugh if you trip.
~Jonathan Carroll
>.<

hey BESTIE!
*.*
something for u.

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us,
we often find that it is those who,
instead of giving advice,solutions,or cures,have chosen rather to share our pain
and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand.
The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion,
who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement,
who can tolerate not knowing,not curing,not healing and face with us
the reality of our powerlessness,
that is a friend who cares.
~Henri Nouwen

ouhkays.
Anyways,
get back EMATHS.!
failed though..
-.-
MALAY.
got a B4.
>.<

okay.
that's all i guess?
till then,
TAKECARES.!
=D

BORED XD

2008-05-10T03:11:00.000-07:00

5th day.
still going.
=)

hmm..
it was supposed to be our day today.
then,
i went out.
since it was a *hiatus*..
i thought to go and catch a movie.
alone.

then,in the morning u text me.
and asked if wanna meet.
=)

sending her off, when she pulled me to GV.
and bought a ticket.
then..
a lonely day turns out to be an AMAZING afternoon.
well,
u're an amazing girl.
i LOVE you.

BESTIE!
went out je!
hahas.
=)
no stopping.
...
lalalalalala.
takecares tau.
imy.
BFF

I COULD CRY.
BUT.
I DIDN'T.
=)

BORED XD

2008-05-09T18:19:00.000-07:00

...

4th day.
ill hold on.
=)

a broken heart needs a mend
ill be there for you till the end
to see you hurt
to see you cry
makes me weep and wanna die
your cheeks are wet from drops of tears
please dont worry release your fears
you smell like dozens of roses to me
and I feel for me and you as my reality
i love you dearly and want you to know
your in my heart and I wont let go.

BESTIE!
lalalala.
thnks eh.
for being there for me.
ILY!
BFF.
O.O

IM ALIVE.!
=P

2008-05-08T11:29:00.000-07:00

....

THURSDAY-2nd day

well.
its FRIDAY alrdy.
the 3rd day..

i just wonder away.
maybe.
just maybe.
IM YOURS.

DEAD =(

2008-05-07T05:17:00.000-07:00

Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan

im sure.
IM YOURS.
1st DAY

DIED =(

2008-05-06T19:55:00.000-07:00

this is nice.

I wonder where you are,
I wonder what your thinking of tonight,
I wonder...
Maybe your alone,
Maybe you've been crying just like me,
dont know why I lost your touch,
Maybe I wanted to be loved to much.

Chorus
Too serious, Too soon,
I wanted you to love me,
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before.
Too serious, Too soon,
I wanted you to love me,
It's been a rainy afternoon, now i'm staring at the moon, thinking,
We got too serious, too soon.

I told you everyday,
I told you every night and every way,
I love you...
Maybe you got scared,
Maybe I've nothing else to say,
But I love you...

So baby now my life's a mess,
'cause I couldn't love you any less.

Too serious, Too soon,
I wanted you to love me,
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before.
Too serious, Too soon,
I wanted you to love me,
It's been a rainy afternoon, now i'm staring at the moon, thinking,
We got too serious, too soon.

To soon,
It's not right,
It's not fair, missing you,
Baby cuts like a knife
What if you, were the love of my life?

Too serious, Too soon,
I wanted you to love me,
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before.
Too serious, Too soon,
I wanted you to love me,
We got too serious, too soon.

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before,
Too serious, Too soon,
I wanted you to love me,
It's been a rainy afternoon, now i'm staring at the moon thinking,
We got too serious, too soon.

its been...
BYES.
LOVELOADS.

HIGH LOW.IN OUT.I TIRED TO FIND.
BUT,NOTHING SEEMS TO BE A SOLUTION FOR IT.

BORED XD

2008-05-01T14:00:00.000-07:00

O.O

*TADA*
lols.
hmm.
THURSDAY.1MAY2008.
-slacked at house.
----thats that----
then,met up with sweets.
hmm.
SHE WAS LATE THOUGH.
nah,
what counts is that she came.
=) sooo yeah..
then to catch a movie.
*OVER HER DEAD BODY*
hmm..
was alright though.
then head to BK to have our dinner.
*TADA* and there she comes...
MY SISTER...
what was it?
erm...MEET THE PARENTS SESSION?
hahahas.
=.=
hmm..
then,
sent her home...
haha.
something happened!
1ST MAY 2008.
..>.<..
*you are a lousy kisser*
hee.
*'.'*
lalalalalalalala.....
then head back home.
i had fun.
=)

hmm BESTIE!.
sorry tau.
>.<
hmm...
see you at school.
and IMY.
takecares!.
=D
LOVELOADS.BFF,BGF.
;)

*I DIDNT MUG FOR SS!
DARN IT.
TRIED TO.
BUT.WELL.
ITS TO0 MANY.
SOO...
ILL JUST DO BETTER NEXT TIME..
=x
TATA...

BEST OUT OF LOVE
XD

2008-04-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

hmm.
i guess..
its been hmm..
a very i dont know what days.
.
had english paper.
was,kind of difficult?
bleah~
whats done is done.
hmm.

its been 3 days already?
you have no idea what its like to miss someone like you
is like theres a apart of me that is missing
missing You
is like theres nothing in the world to me that matters
missing You
is like there nothing to do
cause all I have to do is Miss You
i miss your smile
i miss your voice
i miss your big brown eyes
i miss your perfect black hair
i miss seeing you everyday
my life is spilt in two
one is here with me
and the other is somewhere out there with you
searching to find its way back
its hard to concentrate anymore
all I do is think of you
i miss you so much
i miss your voice
i miss your jokes
i miss your smile
i miss you
i wish you could come back
i wish you could be here with me
i wish I could be there with you
im so alone without you by my side
you could call
you could come back
you could stay awhile
you could help complete me
you could replace the lost part of me
you have no clue
what its like to miss someone like you
you stole my heard
you took my mind
you captured my love
come back to me
i miss you
i miss you like the world is gone
my world without you
is non-existent
CAUSE IM MISSING YOU!!
=)

hmm..
BESTIE!
this is for you.

i mean i knew you we kind of into me
but i figured its to good to be true
i said pinch me where's the catch this time
they say that good things take time
but really great things happens in a blink of an eye
tought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one
i cant believe it,
you're one in a million.
i stumble into the arms of the one.
....
lala.

hmm
TILL THEN
TAKECARES.
LOVES.

BORED XD

2008-04-26T03:00:00.000-07:00

hmm.
=P
some things do happen.
and ill cherish you.
hmm.
few minutes before 0000.
25. =P
and
i love you.

true love never lives happily ever after
true love has no ending
hmm..
*.*
i wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
i wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
i wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE =)

hahas.

BESTIE!
Every time I hold you I begin to understand,
that everything about you
tells me you're my BESTFRIEND.!
and,
dont walk in front of me,
i may not follow
dont walk behind me,
i may not lead
walk beside me,
and i know.
its you.
you
you
you
are my BESTFRIEND!
and if i had to choose between u and my life
i would choose my life!
you would be upset and run away
not knowing
U ARE MY LIFE!
hahas.
BFF=BGF
*winks*

TILL HERE THEN.
TAKECARES ALL.

BORED XD

2008-04-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

hmm..
went out just now?

met up with SWEETS.
hmm..hehe
kinda dumb actually.
i brought her to walk all around golden village
and North Point.
hehe.im sorry about that hun.
=x
hahas.
then went to watch "superhero movie"
hmm..
was kinda stupid to0.
but i did laugh.
=.=
hahas.
send her off home.
hmm..
love it.
and,thnks tau.
CORRECTING MY ERRORS OF MY ENGLISH!
hehes.
=)
well,
*end with a touch on ur face*
LOVEYA.
....................................................

hey BESTIE.
is this how far we get?
NO!
thats IS OFCOURSE NOT!
hais.
u HAD A SUDDEN CHANGE.
now i know why.
AND U WANT TO IGNORE ME.
AND MADE ME FORGET U.
ILL TELL U SMTH KAY BESTIE.
I WONT EVER FORGET YOU.
NEVER....
AND.
THIS THING WE ARE GOING THROUGH.
ITS JUST HURTING ME AND U.
MORE AND MORE.
PLEASE DONT YAH?
DONT LEAVE ME.
ME STILL NEED YOU.
BESTIE.INEEDYOU.
BABYGIRLFOREVER!=BESTFRIENDSFOREVER!
PLEASE REMEMBER THIS.
>.<

ill end with a ACHING heart of wanting you back.

ITSNOTDONE
NOT JUST YET =(

2008-04-20T00:09:00.000-07:00

o.o
hie!
lols
erm.
yesterday MENDAKI.
was?
dont know larhs.
took chemistry.
hmm...
would rate it as 1/5.
100% a sure fail.
and maths.
dont talk bout it.
=.=
next week will take physics.
lalalalala.
CURRENTLY..
BESTIE.
WENT OUT.
WITH FAMILY..
=.=
TAKECARES.

=D

lala...
and you.
haha.
UTAKECARES.
GO JB RIGHT?
HAHAS.
=)

HEE..

AN EXTENSION OF LOVE.

TADA~

BORED XD

2008-04-18T12:35:00.000-07:00

hey.
hmm
currently ard 340am?
just finish studied.
for MENDAKI SA1.
>.<
ONLY STUDY chem and phys.
took about more then 8hrs?
that also nvr study properly.
haiya.
not gonna say abt today
eyes feels soo DOWN.
=.=

its drizzling now.
and raining soon.
>.<
nice to cuddle.
hehe.
=.=
byes
and.
takecares.
GOODNIGHTS.!

=D

BORED XD

2008-04-16T04:06:00.000-07:00

o.o

infatuation
is the word i would use to describe my feelings for you.
somehow im strangely attracted to you.
i don't know what it is, nor can i put my finger on it.

i can only feel it when im around you.
i can feel it when you glide your caressing hands over me
it turns me to jelly.
it heats me up like a warm breeze.

other times, i glimpse this feeling.
i glimpse it every time our eyes meet.
i get shivers up my spine,
butterflies in my stomach,
this quick glance thats over in
a heartbeat
excites me everytime.

these feelings float over me for a while,
then they fade off,
only to return at our next meeting.
but these feelings leave one emotion burning in me every time:(
infatuation.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
without you by my side
i feel like i cant breathe.
bestfriends come and go
but i never want you to leave.

you mean the world to me
i hope i mean the same to you.
youre always on my mind
in most everything I do.

you have a special place
right in the center of my heart.
i couldnt bear losing you
i never want us to be apart.

im always thinking of you
every night and every day.
i dream of you holding me in your arms
and caressing me in every way.

i just need you in my life
without you i dont know what id do.
and i hope that you believe me
when i honestly say,
"I Love You."
hmm.
cares.

BORED XD

2008-04-14T05:16:00.000-07:00

hmm.
lets see..
today.
nth much happens?
just a school day.
gonna rate it as 2/5.
bleah~

ive nothing to say actually.
yah.
soo..
life now is turning at its own risk.
i dont know where im walking to.
whats my destinations?
whats my goals?
whats my dreams?
it seems to be torn apart.
bleah~

soo.
i guess ill end now yah?
BYES.

DAYAHBESTIEKU.
here's one for u.

Without you I dont know where I'd be,
but your still here, friends with me,
you deserve much more than I could give, but without you I would not live.
You've given me more than money can buy, and for you I'd give my all and I would die,
this feeling I feel gets stronger everyday, hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray.
I know we have our problems now and then, but once its fixed our friendship is better times ten,
and I want you to know that I really do care, even in fights when I say things that are'nt fair.
You're an angle in disguise up above,
**remember?hahas**
and Im thankful for your understanding love,
because when you're around everything seems right, and in you, I will always confide.

Thanks for being the friend you are,
you are my best friend, an angel by far, everything in you is an inspiration to do great,
and you'll be loved by me because thats your fate.
So never stop being the real and wonderful you,
because it shines in all that you do,
and whenever it seems like Im never there, just remember that:
I Love You,
And I Will Always Care
BESTFRIENDSFOREVER.

=)

o.o
I've never seen you
Or touched your skin
I've never felt your lips
Or held you tight
But I know I love you

Not because of the way you look
Or because of that sexy voice
Not because of the things you say
But because of whom you are

When we meet I will kiss you
And hold you all night

I love everything about you
Because it's you

YOU TAKE CARES!

=)

TILL THEN.
BYES.

BORED XD

2008-04-12T21:54:00.000-07:00

* TADA *
*.*
HMM.ANWS,
YEST WAS..
KINDA OKAY?
WENT TO SAHIBAH COMPETITON.
BLEAH~
ANWS..
YAH.
THEN WENT TO HTA FOR NPCC DAY.
WAS AWESOME.
NVSS FLAG.
WOOHOO?
=.=

ANWS.
LIFE BEEN SOOOO...
SHOULD I SAY..
UNPREDICTABLE?
HMM..
KIND OF.
YAH.

hmm..
i guess..
bleah~

*,*
till then.
takecares yah?

and to BEN.
FOLLOW WHATS ON UR MIND.
=)
IM SURE.
AFT THE DAY U WENT OUT WITH "HER".
U WILL FEEL SMTH.
SOO YEAH~
U TAKECARES.
DONT BE SOOO EMO.
:-)

BESTIE.
*LOVE YAH.
('3')
*MUACKS!*

byes.
LITTLELOVES.

BORED XD

2008-04-08T08:44:00.001-07:00

some things i did maybe wrong.
this thing i did.
is unforgivable.
hmm.
didnt mean to hurt u.
but.
hmm.
im sorry.
*im just another guy*
sigh.~

hey bestie.
=)
miss ya.
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=)
and to all that ive hurt.
im SORRY.
confession of a broken heart.

*ive tried.but u said mine didn't*
u takecare yah?
LOVES.

BORED XD

2008-04-07T04:08:00.000-07:00

it was..
very memorable day yesterday.
but.
it all changed today.
what have ive done?
i just cant think of any things else.
but just you.
BESTIE.
forgive me.
i know wad ive done is wrong.
but.
i did this because i wanna be with you.
i know.
this is wrong.
but.
hais.
please?
im suffocating.
ive done everything.
ive cried.
ive hit the wall hard.
ive blast songs.
ive cried.
ive cried.
ive cried.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME?
='(
am i?
am i losing you?
am i doing the right thing?
am i to be blame?
am i?
if so.
scold me.
hit me.
do what ever you want.
but.
please dont.
dont leave me all alone.?
when i say im sorry.
will you believe me?
can you forgive me?

once was here
I will always
love forever
the laughs
the tears
the smiles
without her
my life has no direction
no ups nor downs
no smiles or frowns
I miss her
I cry
I see her
I lie
what ever went wrong
I can mend
I will always
love forever
my very best friend
Don’t care so much for me,

i may get used to it.
dont come so near to me
i may not be able to detach from it.
dont put so much faith in me
i may not be able to handle it.
dont touch me the way u do
i may not be able to get over it.
dont become a part of my life
coz without u,i wont be able to live it.
dont make me fall for u
i may not be able to fall out of it.
dont come into my life
if u have to leave one day.
dont give me the hope
that its forever u r gonna stay.
coz love is an emotion
i wont be able to hide,
when love isnt reciprocated with love,
it hurts deep down inside.
dont start something
that i wont be able to end.
dont make me believe
that u can be more than a bestfriend.
coz at the end of it all
i don’t wanna hear u say
that,” im sorry,”

=(

cares all.
hey there sweets.
im sorry if ive been giving you promises
that i cant even made it happen.
u takecare.

BORED XD

2008-04-01T05:48:00.000-07:00

today at school was okay...
then had my cca..
guess wad..
been long since i do real exercise..
hmm..to day during warm up.
this are what i did..
-run 5 rounds around the school track
-10 pull ups
-50 dippings
-20 sits up
-and i give-up after 37 push ups....
=)
then had my match with MR CHEW..
not really match...
then MR AKMAL played with me..
GUESS WAD...

i lost!
10-15
HEHE..
not bad sia he..
=(
hahas
=X

then head back home.
did 2 qns on POA.
and give up
I DONT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING..
=(

hey BESTIE.
there's a journey we both take.
after we both decided to be with each other
this path.
is a long one.
filled with difficulties.
filled with fun
filled with laughter
filled with memories.
this path made us cried.
and this path make us together.
as long as we walked with each other side by side.
i promise u.
ill never leave you.
till the day i died
this long path made our life filled with each other.
hmm..
animore?
haha.
and i love you.
=)
BFF XD

and to SWEETS.
eyy
msg i uh.
=(

BORED XD

2008-03-31T06:37:00.000-07:00

hmm..
felt that my blog seems soo dead.
yah,
but who careS?
=.=
and to BEN.
stay strong yah?
=B

sunday was..
rather..
A MEMORY DAY WITH BESTIE.!
hahas.
ey bestie.
i love you tau.
=)
go out more often yah?
=)

hmm.
and to SWEETS.
been missing you lately.
didnt msg u for like 4 days?
hehe.
love you gak tau.
here is smth for u hun.
This yearning in my heart
This confusion in my mind
The words left unspoken
Haunts me all the time

Everyday i watch pass by
with an emptiness in my life
and a hole in my heart
where only you belong
there are nights i wake up crying
and wishing you were here
to hold me in your arms
and kiss away my tears
there is something that keeps me holding on
what i will never know
but one day things will go my way
and i will have you in my arms
and for me to say
I LOVE YOU HUN
=X

CARES EVERYONE.
*WARNING WARNING*
-EXAMS OFFICIALLY STARTS ON 24TH MARCH!!@$@*()
hahas.
better study next week.!
hehe
=X

CARES ALL..

till then.

BORED XD

2008-03-25T07:49:00.000-07:00

o.o

heloo.
anws,
sch was soo bored..
=(

=.=

have nth to say though.
soo.
yahs..

heres for u sweets.
Come 2 me when u r sad
Come 2 me when u r mad
Come 2 me when ur in love
I'll b there with open arms
When I close my eyes
I dream that i'm with u
But as I open them
All i see is lonely me without u
This feeling that I have
Of hurt and desire
Is just me missing u
Every waking hour
I pray to god that u won't leave
So u can stay forever with me
But as u see ur not here
My worst fear is now near
Without u life can't go on
But i guess i have 2 b strong
I'll think about you forever
Until we r 2gether

LOVES TAU.

hmm bestie.!
I MISS YOU TO0.
=)

SOME PICS

CARES TILL THEN.
BYES!

2008-03-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

hey guys,
been long since i've blog uh?
=)
hmm.
trengganu was kinda okay-dry.
sat and sat and sat in bus..
-.-"

hmm..
then obs..
went kayak for 6 and half hours?
and tracking for 8hrs?
DARN tired larhs..
>.<

wouldn't want to say.
anws.
BESTIE.
i love ya.
=B

now currently doing nothing..

BORED!

hmm..
till here i guess?
loves yah.
CARES.

BORED XD

2008-03-12T19:09:00.000-07:00

hmm.
been long since i had post.
load of things happened for this past days.
hmm..
had the COMBINE UG CAMP.
was darn EXHAUSTING shouting larhs.
all because of the sec 1s.
hahas.
anws.
ALL DID WELL though.
haha.
i remembered my group.
THEY *SUCKS!* =X
lols.
nvr mind though.
=)
hmm.
we had our camp fire then on 2nd night.
=)
was.EXCELLENT!
LOST MY VOICE THOUGH.
*ELITE SQUAD*
keep going!
=)
hahas.

hmm..
next was...
1ST CLASS DRILL BEDGE PROMOTION TEST.
-we aren't prepared.
-but,we did our best.
-SSGTs, keep going yah?
-although we didn't passed the TEST.
- -.-
-it was darn long!
-few hours.*from 1130am to 5+-6*

-.-

anws.
going to trengganu this friday.
miss me yah?
hmm.
wont come for school after that.
going OBS.
>.<
misses..
-BESTIE
-SWEETS

-4E1s
-PHONE
-GAMES
-COMPUTER
-LAUGHTER
-FUN
-CCAs
..................EVERYTHING................

=)
anws.
LOVES ALL.
er,
CARES TILL THEN.

2008-03-03T03:00:00.000-08:00

o.o
its been...
DARN tiring?
hmm,
anws,
heard that girls campcraft team was posponed.
anws.
good luck yah?
er..
and,
school days were...
DARN TIRING TO0
MOCK EXAMS HERE
MOCK EXAMS THERE.
0.0
WILL IT END?
hmm..
total of days didnt sleep..
3 days.
plus today..
shld be 4 days.
got to study for SOCIAL STUDIES.
-.-
GRAHHH!!!
and,
having camps.
OBS and SEC1 UG CAMP.
-.-
am soo strssed up.
anws,
that's all that to be done.
and,
looking foward for these MARCH HOLIDAYS.
not sure if have any plans?
soo yeah,
hmmm..

anws,
although it went bad few days..
but,
we'r cool now.
aren't we?
hope so.
and that,
I LOVE YOU.
and,ofcourse.
I MISS YOU.
hadn't been msging u for 2 days now.
SORRY bout that yah?
and here's something.

My heart aches within from missing you,
My lips long for the feel of kissing you,
Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin,
To look into your eyes and see deep within,
Just one warm embrace,
Just to look upon your face,
Just one little touch,
From the one I love so much,
If I could gaze upon your smile,
For just a little while,
To know that you miss me too,
As I'm thinking of you,
To hear the sound of you breathe,
Knowing you'll never leave,
To see you walk up to me,
Then embrace you tenderly,
To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling,
And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling,
I sit here alone in my room tonight,
And pray that somehow this all turns out right,
I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought,
And in lifetime, who would have thought,
That I have found someone who was just meant for me,
I can't explain the magic or why this should be,
But there is one thing that I know for certain,
That this just ain't over till one of us draws the final curtain,
For I've seen an angel and I want you to know,
If it's my choice to make, I'll never let you go,
Don't know what life holds, maybe there's no reason or rhyme,
To think you may be mine in a matter of time,
And though I cannot touch you and we are now apart,
My Love, you do dwell, so deep within my heart.

o.o

soo yah.

er,bestie!
lalalalalalala.
anws,
thnks for the hints in the EM yah?
=B
LOVES.
see u in school tmr?
MISS YA.
=)

DJ MAX 2 PORTABLE!(*what BEN told me)
WAS FUN!
woohooo.rox.!!!
-.-'''

cares till then.
=)

BORED XD

2008-02-27T03:24:00.000-08:00

lalalalalalalalalala.
darn bored.
hmm.
lets say something about yesterday.
hmm..
did my revision for
POA
PHSYICS.
andand,
only had a 15mins sleep.
studied until 6am.
darn tired uh..

z.z

URGAAHHHH~
>.<
HMM.
soo lucky tmr no any mock exams.
o.o
anws,
will be going to suntect tmr.
for some career thing.
soo,no class or lesson for me tmr.
but,have to go for the seminars.
0,0
never go before.
-.-
hmm..

hmm.
I MISS HER.
it feels different.
she felt different.
wad did i do wrong?
am i not good enough?
wad have i done?
o.o

I see you every night,
You are always in my dreams,
We hold hands and kiss,
What can this possibly mean?

I dont have a clue who you are,
Your face Ive always seen,
I wish we can be one day,
Somewhere outside my dream.
A true love.

I can hear your voice,
I can feel you there,
Even though I cant see you,
I will always care.

As long as you love me,
And I love you, too,
Nothing else should matter,
Except for me and you.

Forever ill search for you,
And hope you will be looking for me, too,
So I can finally see your face,
And ask... "be mine?"

=(

hmm..
BESTIE.
EY.
MISS YOU YAH?
LOVES TOO.
*muacks*

BYES.
CARES.
=)

BORED XD

2008-02-23T07:26:00.000-08:00

o.o
To be me is hard work
To be me can be lonely and cold
To have my mind can be confusing, tiring
To try and change is impossible, therefor a feeling of frustration and anger continues to grow.
To except this is who i am brings me tears, why? I don't know.
I am a selfless individual, why do i feel selfish?
Living, feeling guilty for everything i do, Why should i?
Who am i?
Will i ever know?
Someone tell me so.

BLEAH~~
hmm..
anws.

BESTIE.
MISSES YAH?
LOVES.
+)

girl there.
hey..
o.o
Last night in my dreams
I imagined you and I
Dancing in the moonlight
Underneath a star filled sky.

Your eyes seemed to glitter
In the darkness of the night
Such a vision of beauty
In the moon's beaming light.

We laughed and we smiled
We were floating on air
In our own little world
With no one else there.

Our hearts filled with passion
And so much romance
That we fell in love
In the midst of our dance.

Then as the dream ended
With a passionate kiss
It is you and that kiss by the dance
I will always miss.
MUACKS!
=)
LOVES.

CARES.
XD

BORED XD

2008-02-22T05:59:00.000-08:00

hello hello
am back to post..
o.o
hmm.
todae was quite tiring..
had the cross country run?
was okay larhs...
i got 3rd from my class.
still....
didnt get to the top 10?
>.<

hahas.
campcraft training yest was...
hmmm..
or should i sae..
we are not really ready for tomorrow.
BUT IN ANY CASE.
!!!!!!!!
WE,CAMPCRAFT TEAM, WOULD NEVER GIVE UP.
someone told us this..
"THE BATTLE IS NOT LOST,UNTILL ITS OVER"
=)
must have trust and faith that we would finish in time.
10 MINS!
AIM FOR 9.45 MINS GUYS.
GOOD LUCKS.!
=)

hmm..
aft run today,
went eat..
but uh..
didnt bring money to.
soo yeah...
BESTIE share her food with me..
THANKS YAH!.
hmm.
then went go cutcut hair..
=(
=(
=(
then went home after visting the bubble tea shop.
tada....

now copying POA again!.
-.-
stupid POA.!
in any case...

I HATE IT.
-.-

BESTIE.
LOVES.
CARES.
I'm really glad that I've found you,
knowing you'll be there whenever i may need you.

Thank you so much for what you've done,
for what you've said,what you'll do.
and what you'll say.

For all those times I've called,
and talked for hours on end,
You stayed there, on the line,
like a good true friend.

I'll never forget, those true holds,
that you gave without regret,
those times i felt so sad,
you were right there,
something I'll never forget.

Let me tell you,
and i hope you take it to heart,
there'll never be someone like you,
and i hope you feel the same way too.

I'll be there for you,
like you've always been for me,I'll give you my hand to hold,
my shoulder to cry on,
and my attention just for you.

I just want to say, THANK YOU.

u there.... O.O
hey.
its been long.
and,
im missing u.
=(
how are you?
o.o
anws..
loves.
cares!.
('3') *kiss*

tada.
thats the end of it.
hope u dont like it.
BYES
TILL THEN..
TAKECARES!
=)

BORED XD

2008-02-20T06:15:00.000-08:00

hmm..
anws..
today was still okay?
normal school day.
soo yah..
wad to expect?
studystudystudy?

hmm.
then...
have to copy chapter.
FOR POA.
-.-
did ard 8 pages in 2 hrs plusplus...
very wasting time..
still got more pages to copy..
currently taking rest..

tmr...
having english and geog test.
soo yeah...
gonna study later?
o.o

andand.
there would be training for tmr.
gonna be damn tiring day tmr i guessed.
prepare for the worst.
-.-"
im tired.
im restless.
im ----------

erm.
to bestie.
LOVES.
CARES.
MISS .

u there.
The first time we met,
I knew I had a friend.
The thing I did not know
is that I would want to
love you until the very end.
Your precious love has
turned my life completely around,
I feel like I'm walking,
but my feet don't seem to
touch the ground.
Sometimes you seem to be
my shinning light
guiding me through the long, dark night.
As I lie alone in bed
thinking of you and I
I wonder if you think of me too
as one more night slowly drags by.
I wish I were there with you,
kissing your sweet lips
under the pale moon light,
and holding you, so very tight.
You really are the girl of my dreams
and I can't wait to be with you,
for the rest of my life.
I know our time away
seems like an eternity,
but I'll wait forever to be in your life.
I love you,
I need you,
I want you,

BYES.CARES.
=(

BORED XD

2008-02-19T08:47:00.000-08:00

tada...
-.-
back again.
magic?
okay lame..
-.-
anws..
someone or somewhat or aniting larhs...
been talking & hating...
o.o
hahas.
BESTIE.
coo0l to know u dont care abt it.
hahas. =)
cus.
me to0.
anws.
todae was hmm...
kinda normal?
campcraft training was...
should i say *sucks*
no that lars..
but.
all seems soo restless..
dunnoe why.
gotta back up guys!.
few days left?
this sat!
o.o
nvr mind..
wouldnt change their mind set if they dont want to.
=)
all i got to do is...
PLAY MY PART AND BE THE BEST OUT OF IT.
o.o

hahas.
BESTIE.
THIS WORLDS SEEMS TO MAKE US APART.
TAPI,
I GOT NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT.
CUS,
WE MAKE OUR OWN DECISION.
AND,
WHO EVER CARES...
ARE SOMEONE THAT DOSENT REALLY! CARES.
*as in...they act to tell u this that wrong..
*instead,their purpose or anyting is just being IGNORANT...
-.-
nvr mind
hahas.cares.

girl out there.
HEY.
MISS YOU BADLY.
HMM,
LOVES YAH?
ANWS,
TAKECARE TAU.
MISSES.
=)
Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more it is willing to see less.
=)

and people out there who cant mind their own business..
*be grateful.cus,if u watch.u are being watched.*
*have time for me..LOOK AT YOURSELFS.-.-*
by ME!
means no insult on anione.
*sape makan chili dier terase pedas*
=X

=)

CARES.
SAYONARA?
-.-

BORED XD

2008-02-18T03:41:00.000-08:00

bleah~
didnt blog for few says only.
comp was down.
got sick i guess?
o.o
hahas.
anw,
am here to blog again..

hmm..
just got the form to OBS today?
which im actually lazy to go.
but wad to do?
have to.
for NPCC sake?
hmm..
andand.
had some irritators in the world.
didnt know that that person turn out to be like that.
hais.
anw..
being hate by someone is reallyreallyreally....
darn irritating and frustating?
hmm..
wad to do?
people in this world are like that.
"dont judge the book by its cover"
-.-
DARN IRRITATING LARHS.
isshhh..
nvm..
hmm..
poem by ME!
i hate you
hate your smell
hate your looks
cant you tell

i hate your games
hate your lies
hate your voice
dont act suprised

i hate all of you
hate the way you talk
hate your face
the way you even walk

i hate how you act
hate how you treat me
hate everything about you
dont you see.u are just an intermidiate fucker.
-.-

sorry if this poem brought any insult to anione.
but just hate it.
=P

erm
bestie.
muacks!
love you yah?

gurl out there.

The pearly treasures of the sea,
The lights that spatter heaven above,
More precious than these wonders are
My heart-of-hearts filled with your love.

The ocean's power, the heavenly sights
Cannot outweigh a love filled heart.
And sparkling stars or glowing pearls
Pale as love flashes, beams and darts.

So, little, youthful maiden come
Into my ample, feverish heart
For heaven and earth and sea and sky
Do melt as love hath melt my heart.
LOVES.!

anws.
BYES.
AND TAKECARES.
=)

BORED XD

2008-02-11T04:53:00.001-08:00

o.o
back again.
kinda doing nothing now.
hmm..
dunnoe wad to post and wad shld say.
soo.
i end here.
byes.

BESTIE.
LOVE YOU.
thnks for going buy smth with me.
*muacks*

GIRL OUT THERE.
IMY.
LOVE YOU TO0.
_____________________________________________
its been wonderful.

BORED XD

2008-02-10T07:28:00.000-08:00

err..
hmm..

nobody knows who i really am
i never felt this empty before
and if i ever need someone to come along,
who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

we are all rowing the boat of fate
the waves keep on coming
and we can't escape
but if we ever get lost on our way
the waves would guide us trough another day.

and everytime i see your face
the ocean heave up to my heart
you make me wanna strain at the oars
and soon i can see the shore

nobody knows who i really am
maybe they just dont give a damn
but if i ever need someone to come along.
who's gonna comfot me and keep me strong.?
i wished it was you.

i want you to know who i really am
i never taught i'd feel this way towards you
and if you ever need someone to come along,
i will follow you, and keep you strong.

=(

cares.
bestie..
thanks for going out with me tadi.
miss you.
=)
u made my day
even if we just met not more than 2 hrs?
hmm.
loves.
=)

BORED XD

2008-02-09T17:56:00.000-08:00

hmm.
whats truth should be told one day.
i hope so.
________________________________________________________
it start with a line.
it ends with a line.

The first thing I think of
When I think of you,
Is your wonderful smile.
The second would be your adorable laugh.
I could go on and on,
But the list would never end.

When I think of the short time
That we've been together
And of all of the happy memories we've already shared
It amazes me to no end
And I know that we were meant to be together.
I look at you and see overflowing love, hope, and joy
As well as charm, strength, happiness and dignity.
With all of these wonderful qualities
It's no wonder I love you so.
________________________________________________________

DEAREST BESTIE.
HEY.
MISS YOU.
LOVE YOU.
CARES.

BORED XD

2008-02-08T03:53:00.000-08:00

its gone wild?
hmm..
let me say...
im in love!

hmm..
guess there is a reason.
its just never been for me to reveal it.
maybe..
im not the right guy?
....
like who knows?
its her choice?
hmmm...

They layed in the grass as the sun passed them by,
They made love under the moon,
Loved until they cried,

They wished for each other,
Day after day,
They loved one another,
For love is all they prayed,

They had to face the world,
Just wanted the skies to see,
A world without love,
Was a world that was not free,

Jealousy came over him,
As the trees told him lies,
Told him she had another,
He held his head and moaned with cries,

He just never could seem to look at her the same,
He thought it was fate,
Now nature is to blame,
He now looks at her with hate and looks at her with shame,

He's getting all suspicious,
When she goes out late at night,
Reminds him or their everlasting love,
Never wanted to cause a fight,

Jealousy drives him mad,
Day after day,
Her beauty makes him sad,
He cant keep loving her this way,

Pulling herself from the water,
Just Another day under the sunlight of sin,
He cant let anybody have her,
So he pushes her back in,

Doesn't ask for an explanation,
His body is being controlled by jealousy and anger,
All he wants is for it to end,
Her body struggling not to give into the danger,

Her body floats to the top,
How could he ever forgive himself?
The skies whisper from the raindrops,
He didn't pass the test,

The only in her life was him,
For their everlasting years,
He throws his head to the ground,
Drowns himself in his tears.

hmms..
is this what im feeling?
i really cant tell.

hey bestie.
JUST WANNA TELL U THAT.
U HAVE ME.
REMEMBER THIS MSG U SEND ME?

*U AND ME MAKE A PERFECT WE
TURNING THE DAYS FROM SAD TO SUNNY
WHENEVER WE DO GET TOGETHER
LIFE JUST CANT GET ANY BETTER
IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE U AS MY BF

=)
loves.

BORED XD

2008-02-04T04:32:00.000-08:00

YAHOOO!!!.
RECIEVED GREAT NEWS
THANKS BEN.

GUESS WAD.
WE NVSS,
GOT GOLD UNIT
NPCC.
YES.!!
ROX.!!
HEHE.

anw.
as a CHAIRPERSON!.
i would like to thank all the officers.
-MR ELBERT TAN.
-MR CHAN
-MISS KHOO
-MRS CHAN
-MRS POH

+all the CIs whom have helped us out.
+all the NCOs this year.
+all NCOs last year.
+all sec 1 2 3 tis year.

i dunnoe why i should this..
but i think it should be proud of.
MUACKS!

BORED XD

2008-02-04T03:22:00.000-08:00

o.o
am here to do it again.
=)
todae i gonna be abit emo..

if you are not the one.
then why does my soul feel glad today.
if you are not mine.
then do i dream of u again..
hahas.sounds soo stupid.
-.-

anw.
to the guy out there.
get her no rite?
must takecare of her yah.
o.o
nvm..
and to her.
takecare of him.

hmm..
guess im missing someone.
=(

bestie.
IMY to0.
cares.
LOVE YOU
I just love u so much, and I can’t love u more
U are just the coolest person I have ever seen or met.

Whenever I need u, u are always there with me.
Whenever I am sad, u are always there to cheer me up.

Everytime we fight, I just don’t know what to do to make us stop fighting.
Everytime we fight I just felt so bad, cause I really love u.

When I think of the end of the year, I feel so sad and that make me cry.
Everytime I think about it, I think about us.
I am scared to lose u and to miss u.
I wish that the skool year never end so we can stay together forever

U are just the right person for me
I wish that we can could be together forever
BBF

anws,
heres one for someone special.
A blue rose just for you my love to show how much I love you. So a blue rose for you to know I am thinking of you at this moment my heart feels blue for your heart.I be so blue until I get to hold u. Blue is us because i want u and u want me. I know i wouldnt be blue if i was with you!!!

CARES.

BORED XD

2008-02-03T01:59:00.000-08:00

o.o
hey yo.
hah..
kay nvm..
-.-
actually dunnoe wad to sae.
ish...
hmm..
yesterday..
was at ika birthday party.
not that bad not that good though.
but the chill of cold air was there.
it was soo cooling.
=)
had some food.
drinks..
then gone.
and she was there.
soo damn georgious.!
*pheeweet*
LOVE YOU.
hehe.
-.-
anws.
miss yah.

BESTIE.
U ARE MISSED.
AND THANKS FOR THE BROWN BILATED BEAR.
LOVE YOU FOREVER.
=)

andand.
cares.
=)

BORED XD

2008-01-31T04:52:00.000-08:00

o.o
currently doing nothing.
gonna prepare for NPCC tmr.
soon.
hais.
hmm.
had campcraft training.
only guys team?
hmm..
kinda went preety well.
shldnt say how long we to0k.
=)
hmm.
but..
nvm,

BESTIE.!
LOVE YOU.
MISS YOU.
cares tau.
=)
______________________________________
but it seems to have changed.
you have changed.
i dont know if im feeling the right way?
maybe im just imagine things.
but.
ish nvm..
=(
---------------------------------------

hmm.
CARES every one.

BORED XD

2008-01-28T03:43:00.000-08:00

o.o
im back to blog.
=)
it been fine?
just that.
im afraid.
of my O levels.
hais..
wanna study.
and.
just couldnt.
dunnoe what to study.
-.-
HAIS!

..
need start somewhere.
can find the some where.
GRAHH!!!
..

anws.
gonna have training.
CAMP CRAFT.~
soo long since ive attend it.
hope i did well on WED.
=(

NOW.
i just need someone.
someone whom would comfort me.
someone whom would love me.
someone whom cares about me.
someone whom i would listen to.
someone who is a someone.
________________________________
lines drawn.
im no where to be.
i nid PASSION.

IM BLANK ANDAND..
IM EMO-ING.?

wad ever uh..
-.-

tats just soo me.
hmm...

thrs someone out there.
IMY.

BESTIE.
+)
get well soon?
hahas.
*KISSES*

+)

BORED XD

2008-01-26T05:13:00.000-08:00

o.o
hello.
today kinda dry.
went mendaki.
then went home.
slept.
BESTIE.
im sorry for not wanting to meet you tau.
malas uh.
ngan penat.
=(
sorie ey.
anw.
will be looking foward to HAIQAL's badae party tmr..
=) see u thr BESTIE.
hmm.
LOVE.
sooooo....
i dunnoe how to describe..
o.o

XD

anws,
here's something for u.
love mie as i love you.
>.<
--------------------------------------------------------
Your all that's on my mind.
I didn't meant to fall in Love.
But i did.
But u didn't need to love me back.
If i have one more chance tonight.
To be with with you is all i need.
In tonight's full moon.
I just hope i would be with you.
Under the rainy night.
The warmth of ur hands,
warm my coldness.
Heartbeat of yours is so smooth.
and im such in Love.
You are more then just you.
This is more then Love.
No clouds between us.
But it still pours.
Between us.
Love of never ending.
Would i give up?
To tell you the truth of my heart.
I LOVE YOU.
Now that im alone.
I DONT WANT TO LET YOU GO!
_______________________________________________________
BESTIE!
heres one for you.

Best Friends Are Forever
I sit alone thinking of you
and all the things we've both been through
You are my soul mate, my very best friend
and I know you'll be there until the end

Your shoulder to cry on will always be very long
who will be there when something is wrong
when times are tough you're always there
It shows me just how much you care

Although were going separate ways
you're in my heart till my final days
nothing can make a person see
how special a friend you are to me

I dreamed of a friend just like you
and finally my dream came true
noting else could ever fulfill
everything you're friendship will

You understand a side of me
that no one else could ever see
you know whats wrong before I cry
but if I do, you will always know why

A friend like you is hard to find
you put my problems all behind
you were there when no one cared
the best times were the ones we shared

We've been together through good and bad
you made me laugh when I was sad
and no one else could ever be
as good of a friend you are to me

Our time together is wilting away
more and more everyday
but now until the very end
you'll forever be my Best friend.
BFF
_______________________________________________________

thats all.
CARES.

BORED XD

2008-01-23T07:41:00.000-08:00

its been a tiring day fer mie..
-.-
had my match just now.
bleah~
lost.
soo tiring sia today's match.
can diedie.
-.-
anw..
miss my a-maths test..
gonna take it next week.
o.o
__________________________________________
here's one for one gurl there.
LOVE you.

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
___________________________________________

CARES.
BESTIE.IMY.
...O.O...

BORED XD

2008-01-22T04:04:00.001-08:00

I love you.
Those are the words that open my thoughts, my heart, and my soul.
Those are the words that fill my head, this book, and the hole
That continued to grow with every mistake I made, every person that I lost
Left me with a debt that my mind could not pay, so my heart had to pay the cost.
Those are the words that are my gift, my nepenthe, and my pain.
Those are the words that make me happy, make me crazy, and make me sane.
I love you.
Those are the words that open my thoughts to happiness and sorrow.
The joy of being with you today and fear of losing you tomorrow.
Those are the words that open my heart up to you
To show you how I feel about everything you do.
Those are the words that open my soul and everything inside.
All the feelings that I have and all the pain that I hide.
I love you.
Those are the words that is my gift to you from me.
To bring you lots of joy and make you very happy.
Those are the words that are my nepenthe for past memories
They bring my mind to rest and it slowly starts to ease.
Those are the words that are my pain that slowly eats away
At my mind and soul and makes them start to rot and decay.
I love you.
Those are the words that fill my head with happy thoughts of us.
All the romantic memories and times of love struck lust.
Those are the words that fill this book from the start until the end.
It shows in every page, how much I tried to tend.
And those are the words that fill the hole.
I love you.
Those are the words that make me happy deep within my heart.
When you say them to me, my body starts to warm, each and every part.
Those are the words that make me crazy when I know not what to think.
All my thoughts start to spin and my sound mind starts to sink.
Those are the words that make me sane when my thoughts are crystal clear.
Now I know what to say as I whisper in your ear,
I love you.

2008-01-22T03:50:00.000-08:00

hello
--------------------------------------
bored.
--------------------------------------
got nothing to say.
--------------------------------------
CARES all
--------------------------------------

BORED XD

2008-01-21T02:17:00.000-08:00

o.o
hello guys.
=) here to post again.
-.-
anw,
yesterday studying was okay larhs..
did oni abit.
some a-maths.
then went eat and went home.
......
er.
todae?
was okay to0.
at the tournament..
i was put as the 1st single..
stupid sia.
-.-
mr chew...
-.-
anw..
i got the captain of compasville
as my opponent.
lke what the hell..
all becus of mrchew larhs..
and that paulin..
he go play double..
-.-

my score..?
-8/21
-10/21

zzzzz???

tada?
lols..

hmm.
anw tats all...
andand..
i wont be coming for this wed campcraft training..
-.-
got another match.
sry ...
er...
and fri..wont becoming to0 for NPCC.
got match oso?
-.-
i wanna go NPCC.
nid achieve something...
bleah~
at this rate..
i wont be that ...something...
-.-
sooo ISH larhs.
BASKET.

-.-

cares all..

BESTIE.
MISS YA.

BANA.
well rdy o.o
cares tau..
=)

BORED XD

2008-01-19T20:12:00.000-08:00

hello!
=)
yest was..FUN!
hahas.
BEAUTY WORLD?
cool..
BEAUTY WORLD..CHACHACHA.
-.-
hahas.
kinda sad and hillarious.
=)
really very cool.

ouh almost forgot..
had mendaki yest.?
hmm.
soo BORING larhs.

anw..
peeps yesterday was superb.
all look kinda cool.
GEORGIOUS.
HANDSOME.
SMART.
PREETY.

the teachers to0.
=)

anws.
have fun there.
=)

hahas.
thenthen..
i didnt take pictures.
-.-
=) to0 bad larhs rite?
hahas.
=)

hmm..
banabana..
sry cant msg u.
=(

BESTIE.
hey yo.
MISS YOU.
-------------------------------------------

ive drawn the line.
ive decided.
its not what i can achieved.
its wad i want to achieved.
what i want.
but.
it just cant get near me.
soo..

ive taught its a waste of my time.
msging.
and no replying.
talking and no response.
it all makes me wanna drop.
wanna EVERYTHING i cant.
but.

ive guessed the "NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE"
is just a fake.
there are somthing that money cant buy.
-LOVE
-LIFE
-PEOPLE
-HEART
-FRIENDS
-FAMILY
-LOVED...

>.<
i may look like i dont care.
but..
i now do.

-.-

nvm..
ive give up with it.

=)
and im glad to make the decision.

____________________________________________

o.o
ltr going go study with BESTIE,TERRENCE,EDBERT,YANI.
dunnoe if anione else going nort.
=)

hey peeps.
ive alwaes wanna say this.
THANK for being by my side.
this is for bestie.
hey.miss you.

2008-01-18T03:39:00.000-08:00

o.o hello..
=)
todae was last dae of school for this week.
-.- sooo heavy sia beg..
bleah~ nvm.
then after school got erm,
BADMINTON TOURNAMENT?
hahas.
lost larhs.
erm we played the new rule.
soo my score with my opponent was..
1st set-15/21
2nd set-16/21

sooo dumb..
-.-
have my next match on mondae.
and on fridae if i aint wrong.
=)
anw..

GURLS TEAM.
good luck on your tournament this MONDAE.
=)

then went back to NPCC.
i was in time for our NEW SOMETHING.
hahas.
WAS DAMN COOL.
bana..THE MOVES..
NICE =X
hahas.
then ah..
i get to hold BANA's waist.
woohooo.
*firs time holding gurls waist.*
*damn shy..*
hahas.
overall..
it was GREAT!.
can i hold u again next tym??
=X

o.o
then head back home.
had a phone call from terrence.
he-hello hanafi ah?
me-yes.?
he-ehh.u miss a great opportunity.
me-huh? u saw nazahah?
he-yah.we saw step mom
me-ouh.wah! i know i go eat wif u all.

-.-
stupid sia.
-.- but nvm..

TMR.
going esplanade.
got the BEAUTY WORLD.
-.-
dunnoe wad to wear tmr sia.
-.-
nvm

erm..
BESTIE.
TAKECARE AND MISS YOU TO0.

BANA.
ehh.
GET WELL SOON KAYS?
dun come if u are sick.
ANW.WANNA HOLD U MORE.
=X

NAZAHAH.
IMY.

ALL.
CARES.

BYE,!

=)

BORED XD

2008-01-17T06:43:00.000-08:00

ello.
=)
erm todae?
kinda okay larhs.

i can play the piano abit faster!
ABIT oni.
-.- hahas.

IM SOO FUGGING tired
copying the POA chapter.
-.-

went to NGEE ANN.
open house?
ive dicided.
if can..
i wanna go to nursing..
=X
hahas.
then walk ard..
was soo HOT!
-.-

then smth fucked me up.
was eating the free doughnuts.
with a group.
then..
SOMEONE.
i was arguing with him...
then..
someone"ehh.u think u chairperson u big ah.NEVER do aniting oso."

u think?
-.-
was abit down..
then uh..
get to think of it..
makes mie well!!

*my thoughts*
er.what the hell did the SOMEONE know about me.
does he even know that i did my part in NPCC?
you may not know..but ive my part to do.
and if aint mine..i wont do it..
UNLESS that PERSON ask mie to help him/her!.
soo...
if you are in my shoes..
PEOPLE keep saying that you did nothing.
then FUCK them off man.
!!! -.-
pissed off..

=)
thenn.
felt better.
hehe.
then went take bus..
reach northpoint...
go walk ard awhile..
and went home.
RAINING..
//\\

o.o

then did my final 2 pages of POA.
woohoooo.

er..

BESTIE.
MISS YOU.
AND THREATEN MIE IF YOU WANNA.
=)

NAZAHAH.
IMY.

FRENS.
CARES.

TING.
UR NAME APPEAR HERE.
HAHAS.
=)

erm.
care yah?

bye.
tmr to my tournament.
lucks on me..

BORED XD

2008-01-16T05:15:00.000-08:00

o.o
o.o
o.o
hello?

dots.

anw,
lets talk about todae?
hmm..
went on breakfast tis morning.
but ah...
SOMEONE DIDNT APPEAR.
OR SHLD I SAE..
ALL DIDNT APPEAR LARH.
basket!
-.-

anw.
at skuel..
kinda normal?
CHOIR todae was..
FUGGING bored!!!
zzz..
all becus of the new sec1s....
then that insructor keep on TALKING..
AND TALK...
AND TALK....
AND TALK.....
AND TALK......
AND TALK.......
WENT ON.........
AND ON...........

LIKE ONE STUPID GUY SIA.!!

hahas.
but some good news is that..
ive recieved few presents todae.
hahas.
and and and.
i know how to play a few part of the SECRET song.
i mean on piano.
THANK YOU WEIYANG!
shifu.THX. =)

hahas.

but wads suck-ening is that i have to copy the chapter for POA.
like soo basket larhs..
-.-
soo tiring..
damn.
=.=

MAKES MY DAY A MESERABLE DAY.
THANK ALOTS!.
-.-
erm..

having badminton competition this fri.
soo wont be coming for NPCC
SORIE GUYS.

-.-

anws.

NAZAHAH.
IMY.

BESTIE..
ER..
HELLO =)
MISS YOU TO0.

ermerm..

anws.
tmr going ngee an poly.
-.-
soo yea.
=) BYES.

thats all?

MISS YA ALL.

CARES.

BORED XD

2008-01-15T04:32:00.000-08:00

HEY YO.
today was fun.
or should i sae. SUPREB!.
hahas.
er,
WELL.
CLASSMATES SANG FOR MIE FOR LIKE..
ERM,
3 LESSONS?
hahas.
=)
THX ALOT GUYS.
get going with mie yeah?
=)

hahas.
BESTIE?
THANK YOU.!

ERM,
AND TO ALL THOSE...
ERM.
THANKYOU FOR MAKING MY DAE GREAT.
ERM,
APPRECIATE UR PRESENTS AND CARDS.
hahas.
=) LOVE YA ALL.
ERM.
THX FOR TREATING MIE MISS KOO
*did i spell it correctly?*

lols.

-.-

hahas
but..

IMY.!

ANW.

HAHAS.

BORED NOW!

NTH TO DO?

-.-

hahas.
officially
dumb.
-.-

dimmer..

hah
BYE.
TAKECARE ALL.

ANW.YANTI..
THX FOR THE SONG.
=)
ERM.

NAZAHAH..
WILL STILL MISS YOU..

SHARBANA..
HELLO

BESTIE
MISS YOU.
=)

KAYS.

BORED XD

2008-01-14T04:46:00.000-08:00

HELLO
er..
KINDA ABIT HAPPY.
cus badae coming soon?
abt few hrs more..
hahas.
=)
HOPE IT WILL BE A WONDERFUL DAY TMR?
HOPE SO.
*crossfinger*
er.
todae at skuel..
nth happen much though?
er..
hahas.
she came to skuel.
-.-
leg still not okay still come..
-.- haiyo.
hahas
nvm though.

er..
i got nth to sae larhs.
-.-

anw.
haf a good day?
tmr to0.
day after next.
and soo on larhs.
=)

and i miss singing.
><

bleah~

tats

all

ive

got

to

sae.

-.-

kae lame.nvm.
hehe.
=)

bestie.
MISS YOU

nazahah!
NID YOU.
IMY.

yanti.
GET WELL SOON.

HANAFI.
PASS YOUR O LEVEL!

-.-

anw..
MISS ALL OF YA.
-.- =)

BYE

BORED XD

2008-01-12T23:09:00.000-08:00

HEY YO.!
was kinda tired yesterday!.
YAWN..
slept at ard 2 or 3 plus.
was talking on the phone..
then ah,
at the CCA open house,
someone or 3 ppl say wad happen to your eyes?
dots..
like ofcus.
i did not have enough sleep larhs.
hahas.
but it was damn tiring.
they say the FANCY DRILLS people have to perform 4 times..
but uh,
MORE THEN THAT LARHS!
-.- wad oni sia..
hahas.
but for the cheers,
i shout my lungs put man,
WE WILL WIN.!!!
MUHAHAHHA
kk lame rite?.
hah
anw.
it went well.
GO NPCC.
I SUPPORT U ALL THE WAY!
WHOOOOSSHHHHHH!.
-.-
hahas.
anw,
yanti..
get well soon yeah.
i mean ur leg.
-.-

er.
NAZAHAH!
IMY!.
=(

o.o

bleah~

er..
and to all my npcc members.
be it sec 2,3 or WE THE NCOs.
i wanna tell u smth.
GREAT JOB BACK THERE.!
GO FOR GOLD.!
HEHE.
too much,,
=.=

wad to do.
and,
ma'am said that we have no more events to make.
ish.
soo short sia npcc days.
but now?.

ILL HAVE TO FOCUS ON MY STUDIES.
AND GET As FOR MY O'level.
pray for mie.
hahas.

er.

BESTIE!.
I DID NOT MSG U CUS MY PHONE LEFT $0.00
HOW MSG U?
-.-
ANW.MISS YOU TO0.
=)

SHARBANA,
WERS OUR DATE AT THE PLAYGROUND!
hehe,
cares.

er.....
currently doing nothing.
just finish some homeworks.
-,-

i cannot understand A maths sia..
-.-
all bullshits.
grr..

BLEAH~

er,
but its gonna be tiring weeks.!
i got npcc campcraft team!
we have to train!.
on thurs?
then following wed.
and the other wed
and the other wed
and the next wed
and the next wed
and the next wed
and the next wed
and the next wed
and the next wed
and the next wed
and the next wed

-.- -.- -.-
soo bored ..
all becus of banana.
ate to0 much of it.
im going crazy.!

ouh yea!
i forgot.
i hope the choir and my badminton CCAs
are doing well on their recruiting.
I HOPE SO.
MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU,
hehe,
-.-

alrite then .
soo much info.
-.-

TILL HERE.
PEN OFF YEAH?
OR SHLD I SAE KEY OFF.
-.-
HEHE
ANW.

CARES TO ALL.

IT STARTS TMR.
HOW BORING CAN IT BE.
-.-

BORED XD

2008-01-04T05:44:00.000-08:00

=)

erm IM QUITE happy.
dunnoe why uh.
=)
but im just happy.
hahas.
anw,
had the 3rd day of school...
I CAN SAY IT WAS OKAE LARHS.
o.o

hah.
er,
HELLO.

><
dunnoe wad to sae.
anw,
had NPCC todae.
WAS OKEAOKEAOKEAOKEA UH..
then uh,
IT WAS KINDA FUN.
went to LJS aft training which is ard 645pm?
o.o guess so...
then met some of my ATC frens.
MUHAHAHA.they from YTSS.
0.0
but sad-ing.
she wasnt there.
ISH!

o.o
er,
natalia rite?
i hope i spell correct.
my,
SHES SOO CUTE LARHS.
><
HAIKAL SISTER!
hehe.
but really.
even if she doesnt smile...
shes soooooo cute..
><
BUT.
WEN SHE SMILES...
IT WAS DAMN!!! CUTE.
but to0 bad uh..
>< ish..
hah.

er..
SHES SOO CUTE!
-.-
nvm

er,
guess ill end here?
BYE.
BYE
BYE

-.-
HAHAS

BORED XD
-.-

2008-01-02T04:49:00.000-08:00

HELLO!.
XD
er,
to dae was 1st day of sch for this year?
man,
it was exciting.
hahas.
got to mit all the faces i didnt meet for ard 1 and half mnths?
XD
anws.
we got the 4th level class.
-.-
soo hot yet sooo high.
wthell.........
haha.
then aft sch got npcc..
had pioneering?
(ish, I DUNNOE HOW SPELL)
hahas..
was sweating uh...
hahas
-.-
then went for badminton aft 1hr of npcc.
blablabla...
then finish ard 520pm?
then went for the debrief for the npcc.
then went home with BESTIE!.
haha
then had my hair cut..
FCUKING SHORT!.
ish.
hate sia..
-.-
nvmnvm..
will grow..
which means,
i nid to cut agn.
wthell....
hahas.
then reach home..
and on the lappy.
and did my english comp assignment..
-.-
and, finish it.
MUHAHAHAHAH,
but all rubbish uh.
-.-
then tmr got eng test..
for bendings of classes.
ish,,
2nd day got test rdy..
chem more worst!.
3rd week got MOCK EXAM..
of sec3 TOPICS.
which i FOGOTTEN ALREADY!....
hahas.
nid buck up uh?
GUESS SO...
HELP MIE CAN?
PUSH MIE.
............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. ........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
i will be greatful.
HAHAS.
anw,
ill end of here yea?
ayte then.
HAF FUN.!

BYES.

BESTIE...
COME TO CLASS LARHS...

BORED XD

2008-01-01T06:47:00.000-08:00

o.o
HEY.
ITS WAS MY MOST PAINFUL DAY.
IT ALL STARTED TIS MORNING AT 1AM.
THE PAIN WAS NOT THERE YET..
SOO I DIDNT DO ANITIN ABOUT IT.
THEN,
ARD 4?
MY STOMACH HURTS BADLY..
IT WAS LIKE,
SOMETHING KICKING U FROM INSIDE OF UR STOMACH.
IT WAS SOO PAINFUL
PIERCING.
DAMN PAINFUL..
THEN,I CANT SLP.
I CANT LIE DOWN.
CANT SIT.
CANT STAND.
IT ALL ADD UP TO THE PAIN THOUGH.
GRAHHH.
TILL 8AM?
I GET TO SLEEP.
UNTILL 11AM.
SOO I SLEPT OF 5HRS?
><
BUT STILL MY STOMACH HURTS..

THEN ARD 8,
I ASK MY DAD BRING MIE TO A CLINIC.
THERE,
THE DOC SAYS THAT I HAVE APPENDIX?
ISH...!
IT WAS FUCKING PAIN UH..
CAN DIE SIA.
><

AND,
TMR SCHOOL.
HOPE ALL WILL WENT WELL TIS NEW YEAR.?
ERM,
BESTIE...
THX TAU.
=)

ERM,
THATS ALL UH.
GTG.
BYE.

BORED XD

2007-12-30T03:07:00.000-08:00

o.o
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED
ITSALWAESBOREDWHENIMBORED

hahas.
hello.
erm,
todae was kinda an odd day for mie..
went somewere..
hahas
shldnt sae wer it was.
=)
anw,
to all her fwens,
just move on yeah?
be happy also.
she will be glad to know that.
sooo yea.
then went eat at KFC.
saw some YTSS npcc gurls..
one of them look at mie..
i look back..
then she laugh?
wired gurl..
was expecting SOMEONE else.
><
er.
then went fun land with terrance.
o.o
then went home uh..
=)
and here i am..
posting...
-.-
anw,
IVE GOT NTH ELSE TO SAE.
ouh yah..
THERE WILL BE NPCC TMR!
ANDAND..
nth.
XD

BESTIE!
BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!
BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!

BESTIE!
BESTIE!

GET WELL SOON TAU.
and i miss u.
hahas.
saw u in tudong!.
sweet gurl.
=)
anw.
takecare yea?

BYE

BORED XD

2007-12-28T21:34:00.000-08:00

o.o

hello.
hmm.abt yest BBQ.
it was quite fun.
but there were some glitches...
o.o
i dunnoe if i used tat word correctly uh..
=X
nvm,
XD
er,
nvm bah.
i have fun.
tats all.
and.
nah nvm.
=)

okea.
time to EMO.
=(

SAYING THAT I LOVE YOU.
ISNT ENOUGH FOR MIE TO SHOW IT TO U.
THERE'S NEVER A RIGHT TIME TO SAY GOODBYE.
AND,
I DUN WANNA SEE YOU CRY.
BUT INSTEAD.,
IT WAS ME.
BUT I GOT TO MAKE MY MOVE.
BUT NOW,
YOUR HEART IS BREAKING.
AND A THOUSAND TIMES I
FOUND MYSELF ASKING,
WHY?WHY?
BUT TRUST ME.
I NEVER MEANT TO CRUSH UR WORLD.
BUT INSTEAD,
MINE WAS CRUSHED.

to0 much is it?
=(
alrite.
stop here then.
bye.
ey bestie..
MISS YOU.!

BORED XD

2007-12-27T05:48:00.000-08:00

ITS BEEN AN IDIOTIC FEW DAYS..
GUESS...
I CANNOT MAKE IT..
BUT I STILL DID.
XD
ANW,
GOT NEWS THAT WE STILL GOT NP.
-.-
GONNA BE TIRED..
-.-
hahas.
soo.
im just sick of one thing.
LOVE!
GRAHHH.
BUT TO THINK OF IT..
ITS KINDA FUN..
XD
HAHAS.
ANW.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF U OUT THERE.

HAHAHAS.
IM SPOUTING NONSENCE.
ANW,
TAKCARES YEAH?

ANW,
THERES SOMEONE OUT THERE.
I WANNA TELL HER..
PLEASE DONT FORGET ME..
U SEEMS TO BE GOING TOO FAR.
><
TATS ALL..
IF U FELT THAT IM TALKING ABT U..
THEN ITS GOOD.
CUS.
I CARE BOUT U.
TATS Y I SAE SMTH LIKE TAT.

BYE!

BORED XD

2007-12-24T22:02:00.000-08:00

er..
TODAE(up till now)
WAS A *FUCKING* IDIOTIC DAY.
-.-
WAS SUPPOSE TO MEET THEM AT 8AM UH...
THEN CHANGE TIME AT 245...
THEN CHANGE AT 230...
THEN UH..THEY FUCKING CANCLE IT.
IDIOT.
BAKA.!
I WAKE UP EARLY FOR NTH..
BASKET...!!!
T.T

CURRENTLY AT LAN NOW.
since *IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EARLY*
zzzz.
er..
ltr gonna watch movie alone uh.
since im outside..
sooo,
YEA.

hais.

BYE.
GODDAMNIT.

BORED XD

2007-12-23T05:07:00.000-08:00

o.o
elo all.
hmm.
ill talk abt todae yeah?
hmm,
todae woke up at 12?
then uh,
went go eat.
then...
went lan..
for ard..5 hrs?
o.o
hahas.
alrite..
tats all uh.
PATHETIC UH?
tats wad makes me, ME. =)

anw..
will be looking foward to our class BBQ
tis 28th.
hmm,
i have no plan to go aniwer..
soo bored at home.
wanna go out wif her.
but then uh....
dunnoe wer to go..
like a malay thing..
"katak bawah tempurung"
tat means, dunnoe the world.
o.o
can someone pls tell mie wer to go.
AND...HOW TO GO THE THE PLACE!!!
..IM BLANK OFR NOW...
so yeah,,
CARES ayte..
BYE..
anw,
i nid a singer teacher.
i nid to learn how to sing..
from a profesional though..
XD

bye.

BORED XD

2007-12-22T22:59:00.000-08:00

HEY YO!
hahas.
erm,
its been good.
XD
erer..
actually.
i got nth much to say.
but,
hahas.
ive got NOTHING TO SAY.
soo.
yeah..
takecares.
hmm...
nothing.
XD

TILL HERE.

BORED XD

2007-12-21T20:20:00.000-08:00

hi.
ITS BEEN WONDERFUL PAST 2 WEEKS.
TILL YEST.
IT ALL END THERE.
NOW,MEMORIES ARE THE ONES WHICH FILLS MY HEAD.
NAH,
USELSS SPEECH.
WADS DONE CANT BE UNDONE.
BUT,
TERS SOME THAT CAN BEN UNDONE.
NVM,
HEY,
U,
SORRY FOR ASKING IT.
BUT,
I HOPE U NOW KNOW THE REASON WHY.
SOO..
IM SORRY.

HERES A POEM OR SO,

ocean waves
wash my soul
cleanse me of your smile

and the memory of
ten fingers
entwined forever
in a hopeless wish

our love is a
promises in vain

of past
of present
of future
nothing

rotting
quietly
in my palms

ITS TRUELY SAD TO LEAVE YOU.
ILL TRY TO BARE WITH IT.
FOR A MOMENT.
BUT.
IT CAME BACK.
WHAT CAN BE DONE....
I FOUND MY OWN ANSWER TO MY OWN QUESTION.
THAT,
NOTHING
NOTHING
NOTHING
NOTHING
THAT CAN BE DONE..
HEY.
OUR DAYS ARE NOT OVER.
WE WILL STILL SEE EACH OTHER FOR SOME TIME..
SOO.
THANK FOR BEING WITH MIE.
PRECIOUS MEMORIES ARE BOND NOT TO BE BROKEN.
BUT,
PRECIOUS PERSON,
ARE SOME DAY..
BOND TO BE LEFT.

HAIS.

BYE &
TAKECARE YEA.

BORED XD

2007-12-14T03:19:00.000-08:00

hell yah.
-.-
harlo.
er.
actually rite ive got nth to sae.
nvm.
ltes strt of with todae then?
hmm...
woke up todae after bestie called me.
tats ard 1030 pluss???
then went to shower...blablabla.....
then meet up wif bestie.
man was she late...
10 mins...TICTICTIC....
erm,
went to meet JOLENE.HAIKAL.EDBERT.TERRENCE.
then went admirlty,meet JINXING.
it was his badae party todae..
hah,and i didnt buy aniting for him?...
hmm..
then went KFC.
bought some food.
and off to BADAE BOI house...
blablabla....
then went home ard 6 pluss??
hmm...
kae tats all...

erm abt mie..

15YEARSOLD.NEXT MNTH 16 UH.
CURRENTLY.IN.NORTHVIEWSEC.
ONE.BESTIE.DAYAHH!!.
SOME.CLOSE.FRIENDS..
MORE.FRIENDS.
CCA.NPCC.
ERRR.CURRENTLY.UNAVALABLE.
BORED.
HEY...
WADS THERE TO KNOW BOUT MIE SIA..
DOTS.DOTS.DOTS......

hahas.
sorie for being stupid....
blablabla..
er...
BYE.

BORED XD

2007-12-08T06:56:00.001-08:00

o.o?
hie.
hello.

-.-

was at home the whole day todae.
soo yeah...
kinda bored.
hah.
XD

er,
got nth to do.
and sch is opening in few weeks time?
not a single hm done.
-.-

good luck to me.

kae then.
bye.

hey bestie.
forgotten abt mie uh?
anw,
miss u.
XD

BYE.
sorie for bieng so......
.................
BORING
after all.
THIS IS MY BLOG!.

-.-

BORED XD

2007-12-04T02:48:00.000-08:00

hellow.
erm.
talk bout todae uh?
basically fugging tired and restless!
stupid.
hmm.
woke up ard 7?
then blablabla...
then go NP training.
GRRR.
-.-
erm.
then went makan at KFC.
erm....
nice chicken.
FINGGER LICKING GOOD.!
=.=
then head back home.
now use comp.

erm bored.
-.-

HELLO!

HEY.

I LOVE YOU.!

AND I MISS YOU.!

I NID YOU.!

-.- OK

IM BEING STUPID.

hahaks.

kae then.
bye yeah.
take care.
? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
-.-

kae BYE

BORED XD

2007-11-29T03:04:00.000-08:00

o.o
ur wae to beautyful gurl.
u make mie suicido suicido.
-.-
hahas.
nth to do.
XD
hmm.
todae haf a training
from 8 am...
to 330pm...
soo long rite?...
wad to do.
wanna be in the team.
soo,yeah.
hah.
hmm..
quite hot uh.
-.-
very hot.!
ERM..
(i still owe her ard 50)?
hehe..
shhhhh...
hmm..
anw.
we need to tie much more faster uh!.
if we go on like tis...
we will...
MAY!...
not go to FINALS!
2 more mnths of practices & training.!
and uh..
CCA open house.
grrr...
must haf more cadet then before..
erm,
y am i talking abt npcc uh??
-.-
nvm then.
hahas.
hmm.
ok then.
bye!
takcare.
cya.
goodnite.
-.-'''

kk.
tata.
erm bestie,
MISS U!
><

MISS U ALL!!
BYE!

BORED XD

2007-11-27T05:31:00.000-08:00

o.o
harlo guys.
im back agn.
hah.
anw.
I KNOW THE TRUTH.
and she said sorie.
hah
from here onwards.
TAKECARE of ur life yeah?
stay together wif that guy u are wif now.
hope u two get along well?
hehe.
XD

BULLSHIT!
=X
erm..
yea.
-.-

tmr going do english project at 2pm.
MY BODY IS SOO PAINFULL.
ACHING!!
grr
ALL BECUS OF BANA A.K.A BANANA.
-.-
hahaks.
jkjk.
erm.
anw.
im lonely...
booohooo
boredboredboredboredbored.

anw.
im full of it.
u know wads it?
it is a......
NTH!
-.-
lame crap uh?
heh.
i dun care.
CUS TIS IS MY BLOG.

ouh yarh.
erm,
to those who kept mie company.
thx
for yest.
u all understand how i felt.
SOO
IM GONNA SAE.
I APPRECIATE IT.
THX.
=BESTIE.
=BANA
=ADEL
=ASRIYANTI
=REBEKHA
=CONSTANCE
=(DID I MISS ANY?)

thx loads.
true friends.
MUHAHAHA.
><

hmm.
got nth to sae sia.
haha.
anw.
till here then.

hehe.
this mie.