it goes...
am i being selfish?
do i understand anything?
is our relationship really gonna be destroyed?
sigh..
was expecting a perfect night talk..
then again.
"forgive me,for the things ive done wrong"
and,i never made it to be a game.
im sorry.
this night sucks.
be leaving for camp in 2 1/2 hr
please be well.
PS: SIGH..i cant make you feel better..if only you could help me find the answer.
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it end with a goodbye.
i love you lover.
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
10:31 AM
baby,u may not understand me..
but,you are my reason..
here,i wrote smth for you..
promise me,
tell me truthfully that youll stay,
lay with me till the end of my everyday
do tell me how beautiful you are,
so i pray that angles keep heaven's gate ajar,
its a miracle,that youll be with a geek with a thick spectacle,
unbearable to heaters wishing you be their magical fantasy,
so i keep telling my self to treat you like the first lady
thats what i promise me
promise me,
even matrix had one but if bullets came flying,
ill stand in front of that gun,
wont dodge bullets like neo,came running to your side like rambo,
ne-yo wished he had you to write for though,
if im a jumper,ill be there,be an hour earlier just to be fair,
but now im feeling sick,nose too watery,
so at nightfall,you have to hold me,
that you have to promise me.
promise me
after reading this,you wont miss me
ypu wont cry even if reminisce me calling you baby,you told me,
in two weeks time you be back home,phone me when you home alone,
give me the wettest kiss that im a shining chrome,
knowing hoe i mean to you as much as beggars getting smth new,
value is what economist chew,
coz theres no price to you princess,like there was any doubt
the size of you on my chest,
rest assure,youll always be my baby,
coz thats what fate promises me..
baby,ilove you
NAFI!!
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
2:38 PM
morning!
nothing much to start with.
well,ALL THE BEST for those taking BIO today.
LAST PAPER!.see you guys later at the chalet.
find job yesterday was tiring.
first up,north point.
up next,plaza sing.
then,grand Cathay.
few job vacancies but,i hope i get those calls soon.
as for today,was hoping to go for the chalet.
but,i cant stay overnight..
bleah~
baby,im sorry.
NAFI!!
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
3:37 PM
i've been trying to sleep since just now but i failed to.
having stomach cramps just an hour ago.
and i've been in the toilet vomiting.
thrice already.
my throat feels a little bit sore.
sucks man...
gahh!
i really wanna sleep.!
ish...
baby,goodnight.
i love you.
NAFI!!
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
8:53 AM
it raining in the morning.
...
if what you think is the best,then,i'll just follow your sayings.
i'm not like all the "good person" i used to be?
if you think that way,i'm alright with it.
me being silence means i'm out of words,out of words to say to you.
you saying all those stuffs like i'm dead?
your voice seems to be drifting,further..
this time,i must say,bye?
god knows...
movie with Qal yesterday was alright.
except for the woman..
"why got fire in the end?"
hah..
for today,i'm going for a check-up and to the bank then to the specs shop.
and,gonna study for tomorrow's MCQ science paper.
so,all the best people.this is the last paper!
=)
for people taking their A levels,all the best to you guys!
till then,take care.
NAFI!!
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
6:58 PM
7th November 2008 Friday
went to picnic!!
haha,was damn funny larh..FLIES~
the weather was kinda hot and we didnt finish our food.
some strangers.. "thank you for your cooperation"
haha.a fisherman..
then head down to OCH.
did some adventure.
woooooo~ spooky!
HAHA..WELL,to me it was fun larh..
didnt find anything interesting.
thats that..
TODAY!
head down to baby's home.
dont know for some reason,i kept sleeping?
=.=
haha.
PS-hey lover,takecare of your back!.
NAFI!!
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
3:54 AM
=P
HELLO!!!!
*WELCOME BACK*
well,ALOT papers down,and 1 MORE to go..
these few days..
ill cherish them.
awesome and wonderful time with baby.
haha.
some where during our conversation..
"I'm myself when I'm with you"
i love you my dearest.
6mnths gone with a blink of an eye.that was fast.
exams almost over..and our relationship getting better.
well,its wonderful!
haha.
with great friends around me.
and yeah...having fun SOON!
and gonna find job to fill up my time for waiting the
O levels result.
so,thats it?
haha.here's something.
time is of the essence
whenever you are near
hearts are joined in happiness
with love we feel sincere
dancing on an ocean
or floating in the air
experience we treasure
in our endless love affair
you are always with me
within your heart I stay
vowed to love each other
we capture every day
so stay with me my darling
until the sun is gone
within the dawn a certainty
our love will carry on.
with love..
NAFI!
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
5:56 AM
