hey. gonna say bit only. well,hun,i love you soo much!
"Breathing seems harder to do ever since we parted last saturday..i tought to myself why and then i realised,you're essential to me like air..and until i see you again, I'LL BE MISSING YOU.."
thanks for this message hun. well,i miss you sangat sangat. =X
LOVE YOU.
im being loved, thats what i wouldnt want to end.
TAKECARE TILL THEN.
o.o
BORED XD
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
7:34 AM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
sigh..
Just a Little Longer by Maria Byrne
Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer,
Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer,
The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer,
Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer,
An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer,
The soft earth, Seems the only thing holding me up, Even then I could slip, And wondering takes me, To why and how I got here, Without even knowing it, Yet no one notices, As they didn't see before, So I say to myself, Just a little longer,
Shimmering in the darkness, I see two moons, Reflecting off a stream of thoughts, Ongoing forever more, Along a rocky road, Slowly giving in to finding a way out, I take the plunge under the river, Then the wind carries a whisper, Gently on a breeze, 'Just a little longer.'
hais. torn apart.
im in need of someone now. hais. perish.... im all mine....
FREEZE TIME! FREEZE... PLEASE...
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
11:38 AM
FRIDAY..11th july 2008.. had finals. shooting competition.was kind of a nervous start. well,i was soo nervous,that i went to the toilet 4 times? hahas. but then again,i did try my best. infact,all of us did? congrats to all shooters. and Jolene AKA chuiling,congrats on getting 4th. well,NVSS guys team got 4th.we did get a throphy each. smth to be proud of i guess? haha. well,head back home then..
SATURDAY..12th july 2008.. went off to library,send brother's book. then head off to ang mo kio to meet sweets. haha.we headed to tampines to watch HANCOCK. damn was the que long at GV.sweets headed to SB to check the que. sorry to let you go.hehe. well,there wasn't any que.so,we had our movie at SB.
then,headed to khatib.to sweets favourite place. perfect night.perfect place. but,PERFECT PEOPLE.. =.= well,then again,it was a night that i would never forget.i just don't want it to end... well,hun,my weakness,is our secret! hahas. hey, I LOVE YOU.
dance of the stars in the night. that,fills my mind with you in my arms.
SUNDAY.. 13th july 2008.. well, was at home all day today.god was it BORING! well,got the time to study physics till chapter 19. well,gonna finish you up physics tmr! =P
soo many "well," uh? well,i don't even know why myself.. awkward... haha.
till then takecares
BORED XD
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
11:19 AM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
=P
hey.well,days were quite tiring.. then again,Os is just soo near.. but,seriously? i am not ready for this kind of mind challenges.. =.= hah,thats abt all that i did at sch? study,break,study,break,study... SDSP was alright. QAL was joking about MR QUACK!? if that even how his name is supposed to be. and,singing korean song..hmm,second thoughts. will i make it? as in,my VOICE ofcourse.. well,SERENA,ill try my best to sing to the very low voice i could. =X hahas.
and guys! im SORRY if i acted kind of weird today. mood swing i guess? hahas. sorry to trouble u guys. thats about it.
and to DAYAH/BESTIE! big big eyes! wear specs alrights.if your eyes are in pain,don't use lense yah? go school eyes red colour... =.= she vamipre eh? hahas. kk,lame...
and,dearest you. SAYANG, sejak mula perkenalan kita, kita saling bertukar cerita, tetapi, tanpa kita sedari, kita telah saling jatuh cinta.
i swear its true. impossible.hold your breath,close your eyes. feel me.
back to POA. having 'ORAL' test. got to study. and maybe, JUST MAYBE! physics.
till then, TAKECARES.
BORED XD
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
5:49 AM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Hey!
here just to post a poem.. for BESTIE!.i owe her one.soo yeah. here it goes. =)
im sorry if what i said sometimes i didn't carry it out. like now,im typing.because i wrote this poem late. so,im sorry!.
my head, when it gets blur, with the toughts of you, with the image of you, you just came into my vision, and clear the blur-ness away. it all became clear now. all thanks to you.
sometimes i wonder, is it the beginning? or, is it the end? and,when u came, i knew.. you.. will never end. not in my head, neither in my heart. cus, you,just won't withered away.
you secure me. with your care, with your laughter, with your talks, and just with you alone.
you have forever friend in your life. and that forever? well,it won't ever end.
when i cry. i hope to cry in the rain. when u can't see my tears. but when you cry? even if in the rain, i will know,and, ill stop your tears. even if it dosen't, i'll do my very best, to comfort you. and make you forget that it ever happens.. well, even if it dosen't, atleast, you know i care. and that,you will smile.
everytime that you said, 'forget me' haha, only you will know how i will react. and what i will do.
well,it may be what i think. but then again. this is for you. =P
sometimes im sad and sometimes im happy. but im glad, you are always there...
BESITE!! *PUTRIKU* =P
CURRENTLY.. hun, im waiting for your text!! =(
TILLTHEN,TAKECARES! LOVELOADS. BORED XD
indulging in my ownDREAM *.*
7:07 AM
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
YAY!. THREE CHEERS. HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY! *im back!*
hello! =P well,been long since i've last updated my blog uh? haha.. well,internet was expired. after regain the internet,i was lazy to update. so,yeah.
sorry if i've not reply your tags!. i will do it right away!. haha. anws,a little bit abt today yeah? actually,school was just a normal one. i was late for school anyway. but,wasn't marked as late. =) anyway, to that extra person. please,don't try to bother us. if u don't like it,then say lah. instead of saying things. idiot... and ofcus,its a teacher. don't even think he is one.. a flirter maybe? go SHAVE larh... =.= care soo much for what? got cause u any injuries ah?
had SDSP just now.was at the canteen.. kind of pack.with the whole secondary 4 express, and some secondary 4 acad if i'm not wrong. also with the secondary 5 students.. wasn't soo bad. had geography.did 2 questions..and went home around 5pm. before that had geography triple S. such a bore..
thats that. there is just to many to tell about. so,i won't say anything about what happen for the past few days yah. =)
some vids. we played SNAP after we did out assignments. cus MDM TAY wasn't at class.
